Where is the warmth i always feel there?

2008-01-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

I MOVED! ~~~ www.xanga.com/christinaway

I love this place but somehow. i think some mermories are alittle bit too painful.

putting this burden down and continue walking my own trail.

2008-01-01T21:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! thought of putting blogging aside. but since its the new year i will blog something.

I NEARLY KILLED MYSELF THIS AFTERNOON! i fell asleep this afternoon while my mom is doing her stuff. then i dreamt saving this girl who drop in the drain with rushing water. then i think i nearly drown. then i sudden wake up! actually my pillow was covering my face and i have a blocked nose. no wonder i nearly died in my dream. hehehe.

kk my new year resolution

WHAT I WANT:
GET IN A LOCAL UNIVERSITY
heath and prosperity
my computer to be super duper good

~~~~ some things i am going to buy ~~~~
2 bags: one crumpler bag and one normal big hand bag. (to use when i wear my jeans and the other when i wear my skirt)
more shirts
more skirts
more shoes
somethings i not going to tell you people. i am materialistic at this instant.

~~~~what i am going to do! ~~~~
WATCH LESS DRAMA. i am like addicted to it already
like gong yoo lesser. these few days i am crazy
go swimming. WAIT TILL I GET A SUIT AGAIN
learn yoga and not forget the register day. that time i forgot
i want to go shopping oversea. EITHER I GO ON CRUISE OR TAIWAN OR HONG KONG WITH supers
try to save more money for our japan trip.
many many things. this year hope it is going to be a more relax year.

end here. i need to move on from here. move my blog too!

2007-12-13T02:14:00.000+08:00

HEY! back to blog. kind of scare now! i going to sleep alone later. i went stiff yesterday! ~~~ STIFF my whole body cracked. and guess what i dream of falling. and jumping up cox i will be sleeping alone! WITH THE LIGHTS OFF! ARH!! anything. scare!

what i did today~
SWEEP THE FLOOR
MOP THE FLOOR
WASH THE TOLIET
HANG THE CLOTHES
WASH MY OWN DISHES
FOLD MY BLANKET
ARRANGE MY MOM BED SOMEHOW
PUT SOFTLEN IN THE MACHINE AT THE CORRECT TIME

HEY! supers you people say i lazy see what i do today! HARD WORK! hahaha. i never do such stuff. =( tell you i super sad now. my dad ask me to mop the floor again he say since i am the only one not going for work or school! ARRRR~~~ ku ming de hai zhi. hahhaa. anything. so i did that. listen to him since he always come and bring me home =)

DINNER with supers at aliff. at our house there la =) so i wore home clothes to prevent me ironing. something funny happen today. rouqin sms me told me its urgent and she call me straight after i woke up! ARH!! then guess what i cant really get in then she said. OKIE call you after i lesson finish~ HAHA. i thought we going lot 1 today. actually tmr. i go bath took the clothes for lot 1. and i realise today not aliff mehx? HAHAHA! so she mean meet me after lesson to go her house to slack. haha!

so meet her up at mrt. haha. and her fault again! =X OPPS! hahaha. she say go out in 5 minute. i was too engross in my 5 min of video and after 5 minute! WOAH! i late. grab everything. nv packet my wallet. NEVER! then i took two wallet. then anyhow bag. XY SAY THE BAG AUNTIE! =( haha. of cox la. that bag for grand thing just i anyhow grab how to use that bag with me wearing purely-innova shirt and shorts. haha!

OKIE! today is LOH MING JIE birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY! know him going to TEN YEARS LE! HAIX. he torture me from soooooo long! HAHA. just joking. hehhee. guess how long we are classmate? tell you later. hehehe. so MR BIRTHDAY WAS LATE! he got his phone! and something really FUNNY HAPPEN! REALLY FUNNY! nvm since he birthday not going to laugh at him. haha! YES! SUPER MJ. just for once cox its ur birthday! haha!

alright as usual after that we went to rouqin house and simply SOAK OURSELF IN THE SOFA! haha. lame. stealing sofa seats you see. haha! LAME HOW OLD HUH?! haha. then we went home. first stop mj hus. then my hus. then xy hus. hehe.

so end up here. posting up pictures. so long never see what i doing liao right? hehehe.

I LOVE THIS BABY!

SINCE YOUR BIRTHDAY SO URS FIRST! happy birthday!

followed by Xueying! she pei me walk home =)

ME posing as models but i guess it FAILED somehow~ hehe

SHE CAN EAT A MOUNTAIN! OH NO!

NEVER FAIL TO ACT CUTE! HAHAHA!

MY SUPERS who always save my life when i fell

XY and MR birthday! haha

I JUST find myself super cool cox he look weird! HAHAHA!

WE known everyother for ten years? maybe. lost track of time.

Why rouqin never talk pictures like this with me? haha

Punished her. she look weird here! hahaha

OKIE LA! i classmate with him from p5 onward till sec4. but i know him b4 p5. hehe.

NOW FOR 0612B!

GIRLS ARE WONDER WOMAN

WHAT THAT? hahaha.

WHERE IS FUNGUS? miss them =) not the work~ haha

LAST DAY OF EXAM! hehe.

SHE's CRAZY! HAHA! okie la! MISS YOU LIKE SIAO! HAHAHAHA! =) my favourite phrase with her: LALALALALAALA~ hehehe

0612B!

cant they be alittle soften? hahaha

THAT ALL FOR ME! HOPE YOU LOVE LOOKING AT PICTURES! miss me.

*add on time now is 3.13am! YA! 13 again! HEHEHE!
complains to AA MAN aka rq. haha. when you are sweet you call me BEE while i call you honey! when you crazy or i become crazy you call me old woman cox i simply forget every single thing now fast. then i call SHEEP! SHE EAT VEGE~ SIAO! you are going to say that! hehe. you been sleeping SOOOO EARLY NOWADAY! who is going to accompany till late night like now? 3 plus? hehe. no people~ hai... gu du de ye wan. no my auntie in my room.

ALRIGHT REMIND ME TO TAKE PICTURES WITH rq soon aka AA MAN! you shld know why! hahaha. nites.

*hope someone call and talk to me. nonsense.who is awake at this time! sign off 3.17. go to my room and write diary! =)

2007-12-12T16:28:00.000+08:00

春天慢慢一点点发芽
快乐开始都有了想像
城市光合作用的模样　
幸福开始组装
＊夜里满园的茉莉花香　
月光洒落看不见忧伤　
旋转木马前那个广场　
爱情开始滋长
※想你有时会缺氧　嘴角不自觉上扬　
这是不是幸福的现象　胸口微微的发烫
＃想你有时会缺氧　脸红呼吸不正常　
这是不是幸福的症状　不知不觉又缺氧转载来自
※Mojim.com　
魔镜歌词网
Repeat ＊,＃
无法移动的梦想　
就算没有人鼓掌　
我也不会受伤
不会稀释的信仰　
心穿越砖墙　
在你的身旁
Repeat
※ 想你有时会缺氧　脸红呼吸不正常
这是不是幸福的症状　胸口微微的发烫　不知不觉又缺氧

why why love song! LOVE IT! =)

2007-12-12T13:24:00.000+08:00

yo yo yeah! i am back here. sian. just watch finish why why love. nice nice. hehe.

now watching X family.

sad. very sad. my maid isnt at home. so sad. she coming back in 30dec? sian. anything. anything.
hungry. no people cook! =(

2007-12-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

isnt this the time we sit by ourselves and wonder what happen to the world nowaday. mingjie told me last week news was all about environment! EEE.. never tell me early i want to read. haha! yesterday when to town with rouqin! HEHEHE! she got her stuff she wanted for. omg! i wear heels for the first ever time going shopping. and guess what. i really cant understand why woman wear heels. i have blisters now. i bath last night and TSSSSSss... burning. hahaha. i mean my skin. alright nvm. i still dont understand woman even though i am one of them. can really understand one another? hahaha. that a question. but the answer i no.

can you understand why you sudden become paranoid? no right. common excuses are: huh. tired lo. not enough sleep. but is that the reason. or like rouqin. she think that astronomy. i mean horoscope! haha. that never the reason why you are paranoid. the reason you feel that because you are irritating urself. thinking so you feel paranoid. so this affects our mood.

i thought of many things to blog last night or many other nights during alevel but i just didnt do it. first during alevel i really have no time and second last night my com is still in the shop! =_=!
so this is about life isnt it. waking up each day and tell yourself. oh no. i should have done it. many people always say that dont live your life with regrets but isnt this all about life waking up each day and regret you did something wrong yesterday.

i woke up today and regretted not waking up early. that weird but true.

so this is life. so life is about being busy each day. what i want isnt like this. so that the reason why i dont want work. i dont want the repeating pattern. but seems like no working no school is it still repeating. nvm. let it repeat but at least its not really repeating. i control all the repeats today. nvm just ignore me.

whatever, so the point i want to bring out is i hate life being like this. because i cant understand it.

*another thing*
i dream about similar people similar places these days. so weird isn't it. guess that dream reflects so much of our own desire. my desire at least. but that its just dream i can forget about everythings in life. just like me watching korea show all the time. just drift my mind alittle from the reality. and reading my book. NLB send a mail to me. my reservation is ready for collection. gonna be a good book. =) i was supposed to read it when i am in sec4 but i guessed it delayed somehow. =) mj told me the book was great. so i be reading it soon =)

alright! see you then. miss me blogging such nonsense

2007-12-08T20:21:00.000+08:00

i want to kick that zapspot ass! OMG! i downloaded that game that night due to boredom. and guess what! that night my com crushed. affected by some type of dont noe what virse. ARGH! make me bore at home for days! but i read finished my princess diaries liao =) hahah. let me go and book the 9th book.

nvm. does dreams ever lie about life? i mean want you want?

2007-12-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

i think i never feel that tired ever. so sleepy can. hahaha! maybe i going to sleep early tonite. so tired. the movie was great with all the music all that.

i did something embarrassing just now. OPPX! i did it again. whatever. its just me. hahaha..

see you then.

2007-12-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

met ms baey already! =) hehehe. alright kind of lucky going to west mall. hehehe. first i went to the NLB and guess what i saw that book 8! WOOTS! no need to book also can get hold of that book! hehehe. then i went to popular. HAHAHAHAA! i saw that game i always want to buy. =) woots! then i went back to value shop to buy that light. rouqin shld noe. the light to put at my bed there. =) hehehe.

then went home! =)

alright i saw the show yesterday and then they say if the time u saw is 11:11 someone is missing you. =) hehe.. my previous post is 11:11. woots!

btw. really feel damn weird today. something missing. ARGH! what is that. nvm.

till then. bye

2007-12-03T11:11:00.000+08:00

IT just feel kind of weird after i woke up.
I thought it was late to start studying.
alright super weird.

2007-12-03T01:28:00.000+08:00

rouqin and xy is deeply asleep and here and i still rotting. haha! lame. not exactly rotting, just doing nothing meaningful. i was reading my book this noon and i just fell asleep.. =X hahaha. the way my afternoon just pass. woke up at 4+ to prepare to watch my WOK OF LIFE! they are going back to the future next week. so that how time pass to 7. then i on my korean show to watch. the show ended at 11+. already. this is how i ended up rotting till now. no la. not exactly too. talking to my friends. and calling XY just now. time pass and they now are in deep sleep. so i spending my nights alone again. my brother sleep soo early today. i think he's going to school tmr. maybe. hehe.

okie. i trying to do something meaningful. so bore. YA! boreness. totally bore. alright. ring ring ring. someone just called me. kk. i am imagining. hahaha. just hope someone call me and talk to me at least awhile. cox i too bore. even talking to XY just now, i think she can feel the boreness in me. hehehe. so nvm. rotting again.

OHYA! yesterday expo with supers. i mean Rouqin, Xueying and Mingjie. hahaha. alright. spend $$$ like siao. me, rq, mj, got something that is like 100plus!!! but nvm. haha! just useful you see. =) hehehe. bought some blank disc. hehe. alright. that all.

I think meeting ms baey tmr. tuesday=movie day. friday= i be at the pool. ARGH! i miss the pool seriously. i think i one whole year nv swim already. meeting them at night i think. i dont want to swim in the sun. wootS! THE WEATHER WILL BE SUPER DUPER COLD I THINK! hahaha. winter in the pool. woots! winter baby like me have nothing to be afraid of. haha! alright just some coldness only. haha! whatever. miss swimming very much. =)

lalalala. i just so bore. entertainment please. hehe.. alright. since it so cold. i will just continue rotting. maybe i will transform to a snowman soon. kk.

till then. byebye. back to rot till i am tired! =)

2007-12-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

GRRR!!! angry with this com. wanted to install the webcam i bought yesterday. but it just dont let me know the s/n. so angry! ARGH!! angry!

back later.

2007-12-01T01:31:00.000+08:00

i know i am suppose to move soon. but you see i haven ask rouqin to help me do the sides. i cant understand what the computer is asking for codes all that.

i think my body went totally crazy. back from chalet today. and i still haven sleep what is happening! oh dear! i suddenly remember i forgot to ask rouqin or xueying where are we meeting tmr! i consider to move to east side soon. traveling there tmr AGAIN! for the fair. alright. next. chalet stuff will tell you after i move.

ohya! back to the thing my body just so weird. i just dont really feel that tired you see. maybe cox i slept last night. hehe. nvm. just normal. and beside that going to chalet make the world less heavy. why? whatever, its a good thing i guess.

it feel like deja vu all of a sudden. i think i just woke up. nvm weird feeling.

regret not listening to Mingjie. dont use herbal essense. will drop hair like he say. =( sad. nvm.
rouqin is asleep, xueying too. =( no one to pei me tonight again. sian. just so bore at night. and after i come home. it continue to be as boring as possible. i watch the witch show from 7 till abt 10 then i stop. kind of mental block. 3 hrs of korean show non-stop. ARH! crazy.

alright find me a company.wake someone up and talk to me! sound so spooky at night. and i played sims2 just now. scare me cox the person i killed the spirit came out better stop playing it at night. so ta ta. still finding entertainment! =)

*ARGH! gastric again. so weird. ignore i think it will be okie soon.

2007-11-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

MY WHOLE BRAIN IS THINKING OF THAT SHOW AGAIN!!!!! SO SAD CAN!! ARGH! cry a whole river out. and xy wants to watch it. so sad. i dont even dare watch too much of it. cox every espi just make u cry rivers out.

dont care. dont let me think abt anything abt that show again.

alright going chalet tmr. and guess what i haven PACK ANYTHING YET?! hahaha. cox i just know it today! hahaa. i thought it was on weekend so. u see. nvm. just ignore! fan zheng tmr jiu tmr. hahaha!

alright. stop her. let me stop thinking abt that show. soooooo sad.

2007-11-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME I LEARN SOMETHING NEW? HAHAHA.

probably, half a year ago. kind of miss learning new things and having the AR!!! i noe liao feeling. see i miss learning. some kind of studious children who love books. hahaha. ya. love reading just for the sake of reading new things. hehehe.

alright. i watch finish that show. you noe. tree of heaven. the whole show make me cry till i have terrible headache. sooooooooo sad. but soooooooo way to sweet. hai. the ending suck. make me cry so hard. till headache. haha. but still kind of still. *FOREVER* aWWW.... miss YUN XI!! ARGH!!

alright. might be coming online at 11pm. so wait for me quietly can? i be here. ya. here. i mean online. hehehe.

2007-11-26T22:37:00.001+08:00

rouqin didnt manage to send me picture. so refer to her blog for any updates that day. msn dont allow the transference! ARGH! dont care. wait till i meet her up again next time.

MY whole head is aching! FROM MORNING TILL NOW! most probably sick. slept the whole afternoon. ya! literally sleeping the whole day. woke up at 7pm watch that s-pop and continue lying down till now. argh! my head is feeling so weird. see first ba. might get better tommorrow.

whenever december comes i get ill. some kind of curse you see. might be due to the weather. and my conducting fingers. haha. when i am warm. my whole hand starts getting heat up. and whenever the weather is cold my fingers, just reach equilib. with the temperature. dont have a temperature of my own.

alright i going to stop blogging now and continue resting. my head is crazy somehow.

2007-11-25T00:48:00.001+08:00

updates from me before i go and sleep tonight! =)

definately in love with lee wan! MAIN ACTOR OF TREE OF HEAVEN. see it. rouqin, xueying and mingjie love him too! HAHAHA! sound so weird. love the show too. went rouqin house and watch this korea show. hahaha! CHANNEL 56. 9pm saturday. HAHAHA! my house got that channel! YEAH! BUT!!! I going somewhere next week. depress..

so cute. the show is super duper cute can! HAHAHA! i just sound like a despo loving that korea guy. hahaha! SO CUTE! haha!

*back!
I just walk all the from PLAZE SINGAPURA! to FAR EAST! then back to cinneleisure. OUCH! how many kilometers is that! ate so much good food these days. i ate BILLY BOMBER for lunch! THANK ROUQIN DAD! then we went HONG KONG CAFE for dinner. i love the bread there! =) so much better then my hus one! HAHAHA! kk. uploading pictures tommorrow. rouqin say she send to me tmr. SHE IS DREAMING OF LEE WAN NOW! later my turn! HAHAHA!

i will be moving soon. i mean blog. rouqin did a new one for me liao! HAHAHA! =) thank! HEHEHE! kk. till then. i miss lee wan. now i go share lee wan with qin.nites!

2007-11-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

some song i misses. but my computer is mute.

自由不变
不变不动
不转的世界
刹那瞬息
片刻永远..
用全心记住你的脸
来来回回千万遍
突然领悟你是
如何爱我 (我)
一直习惯简单的
随心的
放任的自由
不喜欢
动辄得咎
不愠不火
日复一日无聊的生活
沉默的
了解的
是你的温柔
不管我错了
对了
因为你说
那就是我

西界
阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面.
才过正午十三点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你
能多看我一眼

纯真
长长的路上我想我们是朋友
如果有期待我想最好是不说
你总是微笑的你总是不开口
世界被你掌握
月亮绕地球地球绕着太阳走
我以为世界是座宁静的宇宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过
在预言着什麽
在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你怎麽说
你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊
任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透
你眼中闪烁湖面无边的温柔
那波光在诱惑
在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你会怎麽说
在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你会怎麽说
你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这么做

人生海海
有一天我在想我到底算是个什么东西
还是我会不会根本就不算东西
天天都漫无目的偏偏又想要证明真理
别人从屁股放屁我却每天每天都说要革命
就算是整个世界把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心
我自己决定
所以我说就让他去
我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
有什么了不起
常常我豁出去拚了命走过却没有痕迹
可是我从不怕挖出我火热的心
手上有一个硬币反面就决定放弃嗝屁
但是啊在我心底却完完全全不想放弃
常常我闭上眼睛听到了海的呼吸是你
温柔的蓝色潮汐告诉我没有关系
就算真的整个世界把我抛弃
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定
所以我说就让他去我知道潮落之后一定有潮起
我不能忘记无论是我的明天要去哪里
而至少快乐伤心我自己决定所以我说就让他去
我知道潮落之后一定有潮起有什么了不起
啦啦啦啦啦啦
明天我在哪里～

till then. miss all these so much.

2007-11-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to blog about! Alevel over! yeah! nothing great also. hahaha

kk. blog about many things maybe after going out with my lover but girl friend rouqin. my super caring friend xueying. and also big fan of what my stories mingjie. cant wait to see them.

Question: How am i going to rouqin to help me change a blog?

A: Yo! girl! changing my blog?
B: Change la! so old liao!
C: Girl Girl, how do you think about my blog? Old right. i know you help me! =)
D: Erm.. i think hor. i think. i think. got time to spare me? *whisper* change my blog for me?

hahahaha. okay let rouqin do the choosing! email me! hehehe.

bye till then.

2007-09-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

alright! quick update on saturday. maybe not that well in the end but the process was great! hehehe!

btw rouqin and i forget to take pictures at her hus! hehehe. ohya! the la mian at my hus there recommanded by qin is nice! too bad i cant take spicy food! nvm others are nice too. =)

number 23 is rather funny. me and qin laughing at the lighting and the half faces! hahaha. the show is super nice cox we only get to see some light! HAHAHA!
and now went to imm no need to further elaborate hehehe. talk too much on it.

then come dinner. pictures start from here! hehehe!

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Guess which plate is mine?

guess which is my plate? hehehe! oh cox the .. hahaha. if u noe me u shld noe which one!

SUPER GANG!

XY and MJ

Ah qin =)

see that picture where i got sour face? that the time he sms me! HAHAHA!

*thank! i really feel thankful for the gift! =) keep on doing it. motivate me!

2007-09-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

STUPID! i fullfill my dream today. spend money like water. a little. spend my day with super gang. from morning till night. WHY MUST HE DO SUCH STUFF! WHY!!!!!!

really really really happy to go on shopping trip today! i never been that happy and high for sooooo long. right! the only day i put my studies aside. then he come and haunt me back. WHY??!?! WHY?!?!

I bought half jacket. sleeveless shirt. shoes bag! EVERYTHING I WANT! i watch my movie! the number 23 with rouqin. i saw my super gang. i crap with them why why must it be today? really beautiful. pleasant. all the things are so well. soooo perfect so tiring but in a good way. why must it be today. i look at the answers today morning i knew my favourite question go against me. break once. but i though monday then i face it! I THOUGHT! I THOUGHT! STUPID

my day! perfect day. then! this happen! WALAU! STUPID!

2007-09-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

WOOT! FREE. or i can say FREED. but awhile! sian. alright trying to upload some of my old pictures! YEAH! miss those olden days where life is free and easy. sticking around everywhere no more thoughts. hehehe. YEAH! thats the past. maybe going back then is the best. =) WOOTS! think too much. shld be kind of sad when i see how pathetic life is now. LALALALA! at least i still have those memories with me. cool one i think. no one is as crazy as ME! hahaha. siao. nvm too high. shld be because i am using up my energy have an early night and meeting my LONG LOST FRIEND ROUQIN! upload some pictures we took like time!

do you know where are we heading? HEHEHE! BUGIS! the photo gt write!

CHANGI! for our dinner after fair? i also nt sure. just noe we are going for dinner in the airport. =)

alright! still gt more!

my friends! miss them so MUCH!

took it long ago. but i still miss them!

WHEN CAN THIS DAY COME AGAIN! I WANT ANOTHER Enjoyable trip! to somewhere as beautiful as this place!

LET ME THINK OF IT! our friendship is just like this fries! WHY SO expensive! but i will still pay for it! WORTH WORTH WORTH! X100 times i will also pay for it! HEHEHEHE! somethings that ppl cant buy. thats them. priceless! =) dont be too jealous

ARGH!!! LET ME GET OUT OF THIS LIFE! and fly back to them. just like flying back to a warm bed after winter.

hope this cartoon world will bring me away! FAR AWAY!

UNITE AS ONE! never left them again if i freed! MISS THEM! =(

these pictures i think many ppl see liao la. just for me to think think of the past. think think of how i am going to celebrate with them after As. then think think again. OOI! rouqin!!!! NEVER come and wave wave your hand. you never noe what that means. hehe. cox that something only super gang noe it. okie la. tell u all lo. my wish is that straight after As in 20/11/07 rouqin will be there driving her car and waving to me. mingjie and xueying will be all stand there welcoming me with their warm hand! ARHH!!! hope i wish this could happen. REALLY! then again. xueying say they can take a cab and wave to me in the cab! =_=! lame lame lamE! HAHAHAAHA! never cant imagine that. but rouqin alway tempt me say after she learn driving she is going to pick all three of us up from our hus and bring us everywhere around singapore! NIGHT! of cox staying at her hus! i dont like going home late! YEAH! thinking too much. am i wondering too much? HMMM! hahaha.. nvm she say this wish is going to happen! YEAH! alright enff of living in terror!

JUST want to tell u all I LONG TO BE FREE ONE DAY! hahaha. lame! YEAH YEAH YEAH! missing those great day. meeting rq tmr to do something! LALALA secert. hehehe.

SUDDENLY i feel life is so contradicting!
FIRST i want a challenging and enriching life. THEN i want a simple life. so what i want?
ALRIGHT! now i prefer a simple life. =) hehhe. something that doesnt have major event happening all the time. something that make me laugh all the time! hahaha. thats the simple i want. soon soon soon. my mom alway tell me soon. i alway ask her to promise me to buy me the LOST VCD straight after As. I ALWAYS want that. i ALWAYS want a portable DVD player so i can watch EVERYWHREE! soon soon soon. SICK OF THIS! SOON! SOON SOON! EVERYTIME ALSO SOON!

TSK! relax. dont care what is this. my mom have been asking my brother to study all these time nv touch his book. then i heard my mom telling my brother. " i never ask your sister to be the best. to be the first. because i noe she work for it. she did her best and i am happy"
kind of mix feeling after hearing this during prelim. of cox sure to be happy she recognise the effort i put in. but on the other hand ( sound so GP) i am thinking. why cant i be as smart as my brother? kind of jealous you see. why he got all this kind of brain cells. just feel like borrowing it from him and tell him i return to him after As. nonsense.

I WANT TO BE LIKE HIM. NO STUDY ALSO CAN ALWAY GET A! NO STUDY ALWAY BE THE BEST! TSK!

dont think too much first! hehehe.. YEAH! confirm meeting super gang tmr! WOOTS! catch me around my area! if u can find me. biggest clue. i will be a the first giant stall shopping tmr then go to the shopping where there is a new open subway! guessguesS? catch me there. for those irritants. just get losT from there! dont disturb my fabulous day!

2007-09-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

stupid physics. why are you so boring. cant concentrate now! TOO BORE! by the physics. make physics alife. thank1

2007-09-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

my stomach acid is boiling once again. twice in a day. and at this weird timing. stupid game i forget to press the button and i used all my time in it. ARGG!

according to the le char... principle. do u think i shld drink orange juice now? cox i drink the equil will shift to the salt side. then my acid decreasE? hmm.. dont noe much abt the accuracy. i dont want to be sacrified for science! NAHX! anything. as long as it dont disturb me can already. hehehe.

acid acid go down. sometime is heart burn now acid. tsk! mafan. what is going on with my tummy! TSK! hahaha.. acid burn off fat! HAHAHA! stupid thinking. hahha! so random already hurting i still think of burning off fat. hahaha! lame lame lame. i dont need to burn off that much. so dont hurt me anymore! HEHEHE!

ALRIGHT! prelim2 not as painful as prelim one. =) tmr statistics PLAY WITH NUMBER! hehe. so much better then the pure math! "ROLL ROLL ROLL MY EYE! "

kk la.. going to three soon i better go to bed and sleep! YEAH!

earthquake today. my brother feel it when he is lying on the floor. i am on the bed beside him why i cant feel it? HMMM! that strange. i though he headache but no. strange strange. my home land is on granite so i guess not that easy to shake. so can u guess where i live? HEHHE!

TO do list: post the picture when he cover his face for the first step. maybe i shld change the head to the cartoon feature! AFTER PRELIM watch out. no school tmr! YEAH!

2007-09-11T19:02:00.001+08:00

STRESS!!! ARGH!!! PHYSICS! ARGHHH!H!H!H!H!H!H!

2007-09-10T16:21:00.000+08:00

ARGH! my heart is beating real fast. shld be math tmr! I DONT WANT TO FAIL PURE MATH!!!! SAVE ME!

2007-09-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

HOR HOR lihui went missing this hour... hahaha! just kidding thought of finding her online but i guess her com still spoil. haha! nvm. wait patiently for her sms. hehehe.

dont really feel that good this moment. didnt noe why. is it because i feel ultra tense up by all the stupid stress? alevel is round the corner very soon. very very soon. and my work isnt getting far. somemore prelim 2 suck again. my compre did nt able to finish my AQ! and with my doctor handwriting it suck totally. HAIX! kill me! i think i dead sooner or later.

btw. going to school suck too. didnt noe why. is it because of the tests or is it because of other things. just dont like going to school.

OHYA! STOP STARING I TELL YOU! I AM NOT IN THE GOOD MOOD NOWADAY! IF U DARE STARE AGAIN! I TELL U. U BETTER PREPARE TO KNEEL! i just cant understand why some people can annoy me so much. first u lie. second u stare. now WHAT U WANT! STARE SO much! not everytime i gt that good mood to laugh laugh smile smile. alevel is coming so don annoy me. ya right. don give me that face. i cant take the stress these days. so u better watch out before i go crazy and i dont care how others think. ( dont ask me who is this person i nt going to tell because i doubt anyone will believe just want that person to noe i getting tooo tired of it)

BTW! one person in class keep annoy me! YA RIGHT! COPY COPY COPY! i dont care! u just suck to the core and i feel like ignoring u forever. STOP SAYING I TELL YOU! keep annoying me. SHUT UP LA! U BETTER stop saying before i post ur pictures here. GET OFF my shoulder and sight!

not in the mood now. dont noe why. my head is bursting soon or later. didnt touch my work these few days. my head get super tense up after studying alot. SHOO TO STRESS! my nose is starting to sneeze. shld be getting too work out scolding ppl.

ARGH!! how to control my stress level. BOO! to stress.

OKIE! subject to save this prelim : PHYSICS! saving it. my effort pay off for quantum one and two! STUdy whole night for it and neglected other things. jiayou! i can do it!

GEOGRAPHY! how to study enough when sometime case studies just cant go in. and i hate remember number of people dying and employed. jiayou! can can do it!

MATH! still alright because term 3 i gt practice for lecture.

CHEM! TELL me how to score? my keywords are all missing. i really understand. just some topics i nt very good but how? i cant say in KEYWORD! tell me WHY!?! i cant be remembering every key word. thats my only subject i feel confidence but tell me how to move up to my goal?never i am save in this region try remember keywords. WORDS WORDS WORDS!

GP! ms baey can save us! improved alot already! =) just keep moving up i can pass! =) jiayou! walk a mile to gain a mark! that is all i can say. effort will pass off soon.

alright i want to calm down soon. actually dont need to read this post. just getting annoyed abt life! SUCK! kk. ignore me i am crazy.

p/s: u can cheer me up by helping my to earn neo points. =) just kidding. my username is christina_556612. u can buy things from my shop to cheer me up =) i am trying to be a millionair there soon.

2007-08-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

alright. end of the week. i start blogging first before i start doing my chem =)

ARGG!!! i miss you guys greatly! btw quick reply to rq: thank! i am still holding on with my studies!to xy: sorry huh. nv reply u yesterday studying physics test. HAIX! i still cant do it. sian! continue to yan jiu! mj! SEE! i noe u will miss me one day u all alway say wont miss! haha!

stress week. much better than last week. yeah! EVEN THOUGH geo mock SUCK the big time. WHY! i noe i didnt study comprehensive enough. going dig time out to read my case studies and also revise on the skills! i think i gt 4 essay to do this week end! WOOTS! enjoy it! i will! haha. cheering myself up! and gt back my chem mock. didnt do well like i want myself to do, i think because i did study chem in the holiday! gonna brush up with the basic thing. chem bonding and physical chem! ORGANIC rock big time! =) hhaha. then phy! I SERIOUSLY NEED MR ANG FOR HELP! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO FAIL. I WANT TO PASS! fail all the time but cheered myself up by saying i learn i learn from the mistake. how much mistake i can make! I NEED SERIOUS HELP! MR ANG! COME BACK! FASTER! math is becoming a routine. hmm.. temper didnt raise too much cox we are tackling graph last week and function. next week vectors! VOMIT blood! VOMIT! and sequence more vomit!

haven been sleeping well this week. TOO TENSE up maybe i nv feel secure sleeping at 12. how? nvm i think i am normal. and btw! getting irritated at times these day!

no need to lie when we are your prey not predator. we are nt capable. everyone of us has a weak spot what abt you? stop telling untrue truth! hell.

kk my eyes i closing up. i think i am going to bed forget abt the hw. i sleep now. tmr i can wake up early same time too! hehehe. alright. push my hw tmr.

homework
Chemistry. green book, test, teacher encourage us to do HCI and RJC! i think i do randomly nt all.

Math vectors and sequences
physics quantum and review my EM and EMI . sinsinsinsinsin. dont tell u want is that
geo 4 essay if can read reading
GP! READ READ READ! find time to read more!

dont think i can finish it in two days! JIAYOU! i can do it cox i believe!

THANK ms baey for her patience. hope we can reach our goals! =)
goodnight!

2007-08-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

believe me. my heart cant stop pumping hard ever since last week. i am here to destress only. going back to complete my tjc paper 3 later. how?! tell my heart to stop pumping so hard can? it just cant stop especially when teacher return me one test. OH NO! intense suffering in school. ca u believe it i gt 7 exams last week. 3 major and the rest lecture test. OMG! can u just let me off.

can u just stop alevel and BOO! i want to study for alevel forever if possible. so much to learn so little time. why is this happening? i gt so upset last week abt that disturbing chem mcq i wasnt inform and the marks isnt wat i want wat i hope for. tell me to stop sighing and move on. i need to rest. destress and much more. my heart cant be pumping so fast even at home.

STRESS! omg!people say 4 test is kill wat abt 7 and 3 major! i mean going to full paper. i gt GP mock. Pure math mock. CHEM mock. 2 PHYsics and one geo. tell me how bad can life be. somemore that disappointing chem mcq make me unhappy till now. XY and RQ shld noe how i feel. suddenly i miss mingjie sitting in front of me chatting with me. i miss mimi making fun of my cold joke. i miss the time i have with them. i guess only they noe how much i really love chem and geo. no one will understand how much i love them. i miss mj sitting in front of me showing off his math better then me. so wat he show off he is alway the one teaching me ever since i was put in 3e2. miss them greatly. i really hate this kind of life, i miss them interacting with me. i miss them greatly. how much can this go on anymore. i hate the feeling of thinking of quit school all this time. hate it. because i noe i can do it! i can fight all the barrier to sucess but where is my energy. lost it. i slept at 1 or 2 since monday to thursday. the battle begins.

i miss those kind of life when i really laugh at what i want to laugh at. even though i maybe laughing all this while, my heart still bleeding. no one understand the love that exist before.

i actually alright just cant control the stress level since last week. hope things will be better. btw. geo mock this wednesday. i really hope to be back as the geo brain last time. love it so much my expectation is so high yet i get stuck at the same grade alway.

Two ways to solve the problem: stop loving subjects i love. meet my own high expectation. which one should i choose? dont tell me i also dont noe. i cant solve my problem so no one can comment unless i make up my mind. thank for reading but dont bring this up again. i dont want my heart to beat even harder this week. my heart aches because i start loving since a long time ago. so no one can change. blame myself for not being that christina'03 04 05.

2007-08-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

Good morning guys. i know it is super late so i am blogging before i go and sleep. woots! still awake this morning cox i just woots! i dont noe. haha. alright. lets talk about national day. woots! AGAIN! haha.

My class went to little indian. hehehe. but end up me and lihui and miss baey took a cab back to NLB bugis. lihui kanna poison. hahaha. not that serious la. haha. miss baey was great she treat me drink and the cabby fee. THANK MISS BAEY! she just refuse let us pay.

OUR CLASS!

NICE PICTURES! my class yeah!

alright move on to the more impt things. hehehe. lunch with miss baey and most of my class mates. funny there. my class guys are forEVER bias. say miss baey thin so can eat more. alway say we fat. BIAS! but too bad miss baey is nice enough so let them off this time.. hehehe. alright! we join two tables together to have our lunch sometime like ZI CHA! hahha. just like our class very local. typical people u find in singapore. fun of cox. hehe. then again 2 left. we went bowling. some may see bowling like boring cox this is the second time our class went bowling but actually the bowling process was funny of cox. me AS USUAL! never able to bowl. hahaha. i not good in any sport, but i still can play table tennis. hahaha! few ppl can play that. alright this process was super funny la. TSK! didnt know why GUYS ARE BETTER AT BOWLING or girls are the minority. hehehe. who care. class bonding! COOL! dont want to say so much. cox the memory already stamp into my brain hard. dont think i will ever forget that day. hahaa!

actually alot of VIDEO BUT TOO BAD CANT UPLOAD BUT if u want to watch i can show it to u. request to be. giving u all the pictures soon.

OHYA! what to bring on monday
THE FEATHER
TISSUE
OHYA! sms my classmates tmr when i wake up
MY SOUL

k lame. hehehe. ohya! i might nt be good at anything but i can sure i can good at looking at people. TSK! experiences teach me so. hahaha. so dont try deceiving me and think that i am a dumb. I AM MENTALLY perfect. too perfect to noe all the tactic in life.
challenging my authority is the last thing you think about.

*YEAH! i scored 7 goals in VINCENT PSP! WOOTS! same as kelvin! I AM CAPABLE OKIE! hahaha. going to sleep. nite

2007-08-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

i am tired. all this week.doing homework till late night. even in the morning i cant open my eye. take a short nap while waiting for my dad to bath. so end up almost every morning my dad voice will shock me. alright. no wonder i gt GREEN colour shit that day. few days of scarying me plus TSK TSK TSK! nevermind. i am still growing strong. very strong.

woots! i am wondering why others dont sleep as late as me. is it they nv watch tv? or what? why i alway just end up sleeping so late. kinda of sick of that. so nvm. just feel so weird all of a sudden. why? too late. nvm i just quite used to it. and btw do u know that homework can actually talk? haha. they talk to me all night whenever i want to sleep i hear something shout in my heart. WAKE UP test ahead WAKE UP look at the question tmr need to go throught and hand up. OKIE the worst thing is i happen to fall asleep while studying geo test. =_=! everytime is geo. heng i only left case studies. hahaha. so i peep it during GP lesson. hey hey hey. i noe i am nt suppose to do that but i dont want to fail seriously.

i neeed HELP! SAVE ME! drowning in my homework. save me. how to finish hw when almost every subject have homework. save me save me save me. soon ppl like me will become like homework machine know nothing but homework in mind. haha. no no no. SHUT IT UP! stop thinking abt that. nvm. i am dead pronoun dead. if u ever care, just ignore me. i still have a float to float. haha.

alright. PUKING! blood out. haha. not that serious and i am nt ill. puking blood whenever i think of someone who make my blood boils like wild fire. PUKE PUKE! dont think that u are selfish? helping all the time. standing up for u. and u are nt even willing to accompany me. PUKE SOME SORT OF SO CALL FRIEND i have what a tragic. * didnt know why whenever i start scolding someone at night my flu just start.* hahaha. why huh? scientific reason? why? go away la. TSK!

btw didnt reply XY nice SMS and RQ sms asking us to eat. hmm.. reply here instead
THANK XY a great hug in school when suffer. and RQ hmm. dont noe whether i can make up time to go for it anot. confirm to u soon. hehe. btw u sms me during physics test and my hp was on vibrate mode! hahaha. vibrate and i think ppl around me can hear. hahaa!

excitement and thrill in life have gone. return please. return. ya ppl will argue say yes excitemement for ur exam. get thrill by ur result. UR HEAD! try studying with TONNES OF HW in ur bag. TSK! u nv know what is correct or wrong. i just take a look a the door. i mean my hus door. spoil again. haha. my dad will have to repair it tmr again. the handle when down all the way. no way opening the door now. feel so safe. haha. everyone will be here for me. like this kind of feeling unity is power dont u think so? hehehe.

alright. it is 1+ and i think i can fall asleep pls. nvm tell you the homework that will scare u all out!

MATH==> tonnes of question waiting. when i say tonnes i dont mean 20 ONLY
PHYSICS ==> worsheet
CHEM==> MCQ VJC prelim lecture notes
GP==> one compre. ( practice 3 ==> war COMPREHENSION)
GEP==> essay planning plus look throught my DRQ question quite understand how to interept the question. consultant so work. and JL say he will accompany me to do next time. YEAH! i want to get back to become GEO SIAO! hahaha. i love geo. really love it so much even though i alway scold it because i feel irritated. but afterall i still express my love for it.

SCARE TO SEE HOW MUCH? SIAO ONE HOR! no wonder my hus chicken essence missing. haha! i drink it. hahaha. alright stop here before people say i am nt working hard. tata. BLOGGING IS NOT SLACKING OKIE! i express my words to make life better and less stressful. human have to rest in order to walk a longer route i alway believe that. no point keep on mugging and aiming a A when u miss all the fun out there. wat i prefer is this way of life. complaining hw continue laughing in class outside class.

miss me. i am still myself no worry. still nt crazy yet. wootS! miss me hard. i dont noe why i when be depress again, but i am contented now. =)

*ALRIGHT! many mistake in the is entry. i will nt edit. too tired! BYE

2007-07-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

feel like eating this all of the sudden.

hais... look at my geo tutorial just now. today gt 4 essays to do. not those 5 marks or 9 marks one. is sixteen marks one. TORTURE TORTURE. the article is so weird. like no main pt.

YOU TELL ME WHY! why people want to agrue about river? siann.. last tutorial for geo before revision begins. alright. signing off to do my river tutorial.

ohya! university talk. confuse confuse. seems that enginnering isnt really that good after all. confuse confuse. esufnoc.
let me think abt it. business is nt bad too with science as my favourite.
dont tell me what to do.
leave the choice to me.
my future i determine it. i demand i determine it.
alright. confuse confuse confuse.

btw. my university point this prelim cant get into a university. our class only have three qualify to go university. so, i better stop thinking abt the course when my results prove otherwise.

lalala. signing off NOW! RIVER TUTORIAL HERE I COME. guess i be doing it till 7 again.

2007-07-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

Life is still the same like i expected school never fun and forever FOREVER so tiring. haha. no wonder there is still no thrill in life. getting irritated by life

it is old but always nice.

疯狂的世界( mayday )

如果说了后悔是不是一切就能倒退
回忆多么美活着多么狼狈
为什么这个世界总要叫人尝伤悲
我不能了解也不想了解
我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了我
也别将我挽回
(music)
想了你一整夜再也想不起你的脸
你是一种感觉写在夏夜晚风里面
青春是挽不回的水转眼消失在指间
用力的浪费再用力的后悔
我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累那么多莫名的泪水
我好想好想飞逃离这个疯狂的世界
如果是你发现了我也别将我挽回
(music)

温柔( mayday )

走在风中
今天阳光突然好温柔
天的温柔地的温柔
像你抱着我
然后发现你的改变
孤单的今后如果冷
该怎么渡过
天边风光
身边的我
都不在你眼中
你的眼中藏着什么
我从来都不懂没有关系
你的世界就让你拥有不打扰
是我的温柔不知道不明了
不想要为什么
我的心
明明是想靠近
却孤单到黎明不知道不明了
不想要
为什么
我的心
那爱情的绮丽
总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知不觉不情不愿又到巷子口
我没有哭也没有笑因为这是梦
没有预兆
没有理由
你真的都说过
如果有
就让你自由
这是我的温柔

2007-07-21T11:03:00.001+08:00

i going to get my book now now now.. from the far away CAUSE WAY POINT! nahx. nvm my mom going with me. yeah!

anyway, the weather is super irritating. why rain when CHRISTINA wants to go out.

2007-07-19T18:24:00.000+08:00

start blogging before my mom come out from the bathroom i also want to bath. just just just just come home from school. soooo tired. not enough sleep SERIOUSLY! where is my 12 hrs. my mommy is out come back in a while~

okie i am back. hahaha. time to blog about what i done in ROUQIN HOUSE ON SATURDAY!
i went back home after nanyang concept test, change rest pack my bag to go rq hus! =) then watch tv. and opp.. as usual fall asleep. woke up at 255 ARGH!!! we are meeting at 3! OMG! start running down and went to the traffic light to meet her. if u all dont understand wat i mean, hmm..we live in the same neighbourhood since birth =) haha. then i walk quickly to the traffic light passing thru the mrt station and then i saw mingjie on the other side of the road! YEAH! not late. haha.we then walk to rq hus on the way there we saw rq walking out. yeah! i put my bag there and then went to westmall! watch HARRY POTTER. nt nice. disappointment. my book. my favourite part. the most touching part. all ruin because of the movie screening seconds of it. =(

then met XY at rq hus there. evening by then. eat in rq hus. hehehe. as usual my friends are WINNER! hahaha. okie! then at night what wont four person do while waiting for our favourite show? 4 person of cox have a game of mahjong. call me queen for that pls. haha! rq sure can recall my song. haha! but nvm luck was on my side in the starting cox i cant concentrate trying to do my work cox i didnt start. spend an hour doing one pathetic qns. then of cox cant take it when i keep losing. hahaha. stop doing then concentrate. YEAH! i won the last two one. the last one who super fast. haha! YEAH! WOOTS! but of cox nt that pro la. we just play SIMPLEST ONE! haha. no money involved my super gang. haha!

then we watch our show. ming xin jiu cha dui. didnt know why i just slept at the end of the show. haha. on rouqin sofa unknownly. hahaha. none of them ask me to wake up too. haha! then after watching tv with my super gang. its time we go out eat supper. hahaha. mingjie left us. so left me xueying and rouqin to eat at aliff there. roti prata. hmm.. my favourite onion with egg one. then my stomach start aching and guess what i went 7 11 to buy the tablet and no effect. still so painful. wat la. cheat me. GRR... but nvm we went back and rq bath follow by xy when she is bathing i just lie on the sofa and fell asleep again. i sleep like i haven sleep for THOUSANDS OF YEARS! hahaha. then we slept. before we slept the four girls. me xy rq and wq(rq sister) said sooo many things abt our funny childhood. and didnt know when drift back to my dream. haha. happy moment i will nv forget! =)

MINGJIE!

ME!

XUEYING

ROUQIN! best picture taken when she didnt notice.

OUR GAME! hahaha.

okie la. stop here. hehehe. FRIENDS FOREVER MY SUPER GANG!

okie. now to school. update my result. hmm.. nt so glamour. hide it please. who didnt fail tell me. haha. i failed two! GP( i passed paper 1) hahahaha. teacher said that was meant to fail us. so forget it. CHEMISTRY! who do well? Mr Ng said" no point moderating when we want u to fail in the first place" =_=!. yeah! pass my geo FINALLY! how can i fail it pls. i love it so much. =) WOOTS! mindmap didnt bring me so far. i just reach a pass. then physics. omg! i improve quite alot from the disgusting block test. =) hahha. pass it. math? passed.

so overall is it. ohya! what is emotion-less? hmm.. is it u feel alot of things but u didnt express it? trying loving more than ever, u will feel much love.

TO : DLN- flirty. who u one? haha. express love all the time. haha. so pai seh today PLEASE!
where is the warmth i feel any where and anywhere.

2007-07-09T18:28:00.001+08:00

test test

2007-07-08T17:13:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY! more updates about yesterday. nearly died yesterday night. heartburn nearly kill me in the middle of the night. but glad that i am alive. however, torture coming into my way. i have a weird dream yesterday, abt flying. haha! something i alway wanted to enjoy in life. fly fly fly. haha. and not forgetting the action i alway wanted to do! HAHAHA! KILL IT MAN! haha.

okie! i went westmall yesterday to get a monkey hair clip cost me a boom okie. actually is alright la. just more expensive then the clip i bought usually. =)

me and mj first meet at my bus stop. actually we can meet some where further my hus one. but my bag is super heavy so i requested but rq suggested that he come my bus stop. haha! then both of us boarded the bus. rq came at the later bus stop. hahhaa. at that time me and mj already found a sit. hahaha! she love standing at the bus cox of the air con dont she? i love sitting down. pure laziness. the three of us went WM popular to get mj things but there dont have. so we went to buy clip. WM we walk it for soo many years lehx.. bored. and we have to meet xy at imm so we went to imm first. grab something to eat. walk alittle giant. then we meet xy. hmmm.. walk abt an hr in popular imm. then xy pervert she noe my ang moh nt so good give me see those PUKE book. haha. make me so pai seh ask mj those questions. haha! SHE XY FAULT! haha. nvm. we already very cook liao. haha! then we walk to science center.

wait till 6 then here come dinner! haha. omg! XUEYING! no matter happen she still can eat alot. haha. then MINGJIE also. woots! they are the wang! Wang! WANG! haha. then of cox follow by me and rq. she nv eat much. haha! i think we sat there abt 2 hrs? hahaha. reach rq hus abt 9 already. 4 of us took a cab! haha. we like taking cab dont we? haha. then watch tv at rq hus keep saying abt the show looking so fake all that. haha. something in life just look so fake. dont u think people. hhahaha1 then woots! went home at 11 =) hehehe. this time early. cox just earlier.

should be having a conference last night. but but but. i went to sleep. too tired. and middle of the night abt 3 i think i just woke up nearly dead. so painful.

hehehe. more outing? haha. i also dont noe how long this alevels is going to torture me till. love them so much! at least we are one big gang. we shout we scold. we kick. so many things we have in common cox we have similar childhood. my primary school classmate. they are those true frene that can see how sadden i am with life. with them around. life become happier and more motivated. love them YA! =)

my pictures yesterday is stilling loading nt much pic abt the four of us though. xy and rq dont like the cam. haha! nvm. i still took some pic. but nt rq one =( she successful avoided every shot. haha! okie! there is a video too. i will try to upload it. =) funny video to me! haha! close up of me and mj and disgraceful act by xy followed by rq taking the remote to cover my cam =) enjoy people.

TIME i wake up

HAHAHA! took the picture when mingjie didnt realise

XUEYING! took it when she REALISED! haha!

the FOUR OF us have somethingi similar. rq gave it to us =) thank!

MY CLIP i bought in WM

the pen i bought in imm popular. mj choose it for me!

find it familar? random pic

LILLY PRESENT TOO! THANK GIRL! =)

2007-07-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

i am totally dead beat with some weird heartburn again. guess we ate too much.

BOO! if u went bukit timah we are nt there. haha. we went to IMM then science center then took a cab back to rq hus. hahaha! then my dad send the rest of us home! hahaha. nice day out there with my frene.

today is live earth! yeah! me, mj, rq we wore green out even though mine is lighter green. mj and rq wore totally green vegie. haha! kk la.. xy hor hor. .she wear white..

kk la. i am sooo tired. going to bed soon. goodnight!

2007-07-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

i getting weird all of a sudden. i think i getting this dieases of post prelim problems.

i got sleeping disorder. usually i need to sleep up to 11-12hrs almost everytime i can sleep however, these day are weird. manage to drift to my dreams at 4 yesterday cant sleep. then i wake up at 9 or 10. weird me. what is happening? haha! i dont noe. haha! nvm. then i ate two pieces of garlic bread today and one cup of milk. then i went on not being hungry till 6 in the evening. weird me. usually i can eat a mountain by this time. haha! that is exaggerating.

school start 8 hrs later. jiayou ba! even though i knew it going to another round of torture.

*TINK TINK TINK* ROUND 2. FIGHT!

2007-07-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

my brain is really breaking down tonight. so this post will be super weird. cox i am nt thinking properly..

kk. just now brief update for prelim 1 now a detail or maybe more information abt prelim 1.
can i ask whether is it innova is the only jc having this weird prelim 1? torture torture torture. our teachers are pressing so hard on us. i.e If u get B we will help u get A. if u get C D E improve result. if u get S try to make u pass. BUT if u get U the teacher will be there. but most probably praying with u. that is wat the math lecturer told us. my mom think that it is rather funny. me? strict to us? too strict? hahaha. nvm. just another form when teacher encourages us to start studying. this one is nt to persude. not to change ur point of view abt alevels but to indirectly take a knife out and push u to the end and say START NOW OR WE WILL THROW U DOWN! hahaha. kinda of funny whenever i think of that.

moreover others teacher are also offering help to us. haha.so that we can nt so thick skin to ask question le. haha! mr chin encourage us to ask but he said that we have to bear with him SUAN-ing us about our ability to think. haha. kinda of funny also. haha. and the national day thing is also very funny. haha! more new ways to tell us to study. WHAT IS ALEVLS PLS! haha. impt to me. that is all that i noe. ohya! i dont think i want to comment on the paper i did now. wait till the result are back i will try to update u people again. i just dislike discussing abt the paper, wat done is already done no point trying hard to get urself worried more. it just give u less courage to pick urself up and walk a further distant. hehehe. during the exam period i also constantly remind myself to take break. " WEI LE ZHOU GEN CHANG DE LU, WO YAO XIU XI" haha. is it another way to escape that pile of notes? haha. ignore.

kk. i am going out this saturday with my CRAZY FRIEND! rqxymj. haha. wearing green meeting them. woots! SUPPORT GREEN DAY! haha. yeah! cant wait to see them. maybe staying over at rq place with xy. hehehe! WOOTS! who ask them alway make me go home so late. hahaha! alway nearly disobey the cinderalla time. hahaha. nvm gotta have fun in BUKIT TIMAH! i noe sure gt people out there want to go there right? haha. if i see any people i dislike or wat i will just kick and stomp the person. kk. so random told ya i am really tired, cant think properly. kk. i hate the temperature now seriously. so hot. trying to burn my fat off huh? no thank pls. haha.

ohya! i am still disgusted by life what it brought to be. nothing but stress and tiredness and nothing but notes these days. HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT NOTES. hahaha. code of prelim 1. no notes exam = die. hahaa!

btw. i just hate it whenever people try to say those lie that make me sick abt life. if u want to say something pls say the truth can. no one will laugh or blame at u. however, i just feel that u are nt saying the truth because u grown monsterous. u want to " BAN ZHU CI LAO HU " trying to blind us? NEVER PLEASE! i am have the brain to think wat is truth and lie and i have the eyes to see. the heart to feel. pls stop telling those lies. i hate it simply. trying to spread lie, i am sick of it. people alway feel that u are an ant to them, i just feel u are a man-eating human who eat everyone up with lie that can kill a person heart. i dislike it SIMPLY AGAIN! forget it. u wont change, and i know it. since living like this is already a trend in life, isnt it fashion? to tell lie these days? since everything is a sin. nvm. up to u. i just cant stand it and this is my business nt anyone business. i just have to control the emotion and live on with the world which is full of lies. stop lying u are polluting the world, more dangerous than GLOBAL WARMING!

stop it. i going to stop scolding. no pt scolding the world wont change because i want it to change. anyway, life is bad bad bad due to sickening tiring prelim. torture me..

ohya! i just realise if u have something to say can u please tell us? stop looking and looking with that pair of eyes. just say please! annoyed. nvm. ur business again nt mine. nowaday life have become like this. u feel less cared and more helpless.

whatever, i know the rule of life has change. WHATEVER WHATEVER!

2007-07-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

Do you know how i feel now? The tiredness went into my bones, my blood and everywhere in my body. i nv feel so heavy before. nevermind! PRELIM ONE OFFICALLY OVER! OVER! OVER! no more late night sleep to read that PILE OF NOTES! never ending notes. all the same. let me tell u wat i can still remember; i remember mass movement first. geo. hahaa. then i remember stat.math. then here come shade shade of science. kk that all stop telling me abt studies i am sick of it. HEEX! =)

btw, do you know why i am drained and feel extremely heavy? haha. nvm. just ignore. haha!

OHYA! thank Rouqin for that present she send thru the BLUE mail. hey hey hey. my honey! u forgotton to write my DA MING! CHRISTINA TE. hahaha. i didnt open the mail =( my mom open it. thinking that mail is threaten by u noe u noe. haha! then she let her friend my cousin see. omg! my present sooo many ppl see le then give me back. hey hey hey! mommy dont open my mail can? hahaha!

okie! that is are now. btw. so fan nowaday. the routine is just the same for everyday. haha. quite irritating u noe. just feel like kicking the face and stomp stomp stomp. enff. i have no extra energy to do that now really tired. however, i still want to stomp!

nvm. anything more to update? if still gt anything i just update later. btw. i still haven post up some message wait till i have the energy and become more emotional that time. i cant feel anything now! =)

*thank my mom to console me during the exams not abt the exams actually just abt some problems i faced. make my mood go bad all the times this two weeks. tata. maybe blogging after i get energy BACK!

2007-06-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

lalala.. pictures speak a thousand words for the trip to ZOOOOOOO.

LALALA! of coz it is fun. hahaha. however! SOME THINGS ARE JUST SO DISGUSTING PLEASE!

WHY THE ZOO PROMOTE DEFORESTATION! YOU TELL ME!

OUR GROUP ! tour? hahaha

Lihui favourite picture!

told ya!

My favourite too!

this is the pictures from my cam only more from lilly and leshan! hehe. ENJOY MY HOLIDAY!

2007-06-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

LALALA! random post.

acting like a god wont make someone a better people. so disgusting. eeyer. When you think you are alway right? think twice.

hahaha. nothing much to post just this. (

you lose everything dont you? that attitude you gave still eeyer)

2007-06-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

lalalala.. i better start blogging before i forget wat i did this holiday! SO MUCH FUN! do i look as if i am going for prelim one. hahaha. none of anyone business. so first. i go and upload my picture first. okie continue blogging. btw i am dead beat. spend my whole day out there. hahaha..

nvm. let me tell you more abt my 7 trip to marina square! Big wheel! ESPLANDE! omg! we almost spend the whole night there. hahaha. luckily i obeyed the cinderella time. before 12 i am comfortably sitting at home just came back not long and bath. hehehe.

FIRST STOP! BUKIT GOMBAK MRT! rouqin dad is alway so pleasant to send us to th efar away velocity. hahaha! then we went to city hall to go to marina square. i lost total interest in shopping small things. haha. oh no. am i still christina! haha. kk stop acting. me and mj share the chicken thingy and HAHAHAHA! we have no drink right?!? rq go buy we share share. hahaha! rq wont mind. then XY came back after work to meet us. walk more walk more. when we reach the time 4+? nt sure. wootS! almost freeze in the shopping mall. i shld have bring jacket out like the other time. hahaha1 then we went to SEOUL GARDEN! WOOTS!

look yummy? hahaha.

i shld be eating more. but who noe! i gt gastric cox i nv eat my breakfast so i didnt ate till the max. MJ STILL THE WINNER OF THE DAY! haha. and rq. hohoho. zha jie zhan li. haha

we sat there for nearly 3 hrs. nt alway eating la. still gt tok tok tok tok tok tok. cant stop tok tok tok tok tok. and this rude girl came. so irritating. give us those look. OOI! RQ BOOK THE TABLE ONE OKIE! you nv book still come sit beside us and give us those SICKING LOOK! what la! so grrr... nvm. what i remember is SHE asking her friends whether she look like DUMPLING! hahaha. nt the small one i am refering is the triangle shape one. OMG! i cant take it. remind me of just some one. i just BOOM! hahaha. nt that i want to laugh. i am laughing for a fact that u really look like a dumpling. i am nt mean okie. she is like so rude that day. i dont really mind someone sitting beside us. but toking so loud as if she wants the whole world to noe she is a dumpling machine. OPPS! i didnt mean to say that.

then abt 6+? we went to THE BIG BIG wheel. so many wooooo wooooo there. i mean insect. so eeyer. we went there in the construction side. super wu-lu. i suggest those having a affair can go there if they dont mind. and some foreign worker think we are crazy taking all those picture. OUTISIDE. the place is so weird. that i think it is so creepy at night.

then we walk our way to esplande. so noisy. so many clubs. all the guys are having the same hair type. like ghost covering the face. what is wrong with this people? i nt sure. hahaha. i good girl okie. i see this club just feel like so eeyer. i dont like. hahaha! so noisy. i prefer quiet places. or i can say i can stay at home everyday and nt feel bore at all. hahha. continue to that day! we went there walk walk help rq sort her stuff. tok tok and we went to the roof-top i told them i want to challenge the BIG WHEEL AFTER As. but how can i do that when i are like so afraid even in west mall. hahaha. we still saw fire work on the roof top just before leaving the the roof top. so beatiful to see firework. hahaha. is it the 4 time i see it face to face. but firework cant last. beautiful a few minutes and diminish soon after it sparkles the most beautiful flame. magnesim rock to have this colour. hehehe.

of cox this little girls and guys would make me stop there. i think i am really drained that day. i did nt went home after that can! we went to star bucks at robinson there? i also nt sure what is the mall call. just sat at the sofa there i spend evey single cent that day! haha. tok alot alot of our older days. laughing at those joke we laughed before. laughing at those action we did. so silly. i think the worst is me! hahaha. how can a little girl once be so wild and crazy. go around beating ppl up and thinking that is a big sister when she noe she is one of the smallest in that year. haha. nvm. things passed and i still feel happy for what i done. nothing regret me greatly. all happy mermories. hehe. cox i am the one who bullied. hehehe.

kk. lets proceed to mr john ng hus and concert day!

MR john ng hus was fun. even though i really cant make it at sport. hahaha. i touch the tennis racket and jacob ong is still mumbling nonsenses about clarence. while helping him. he will keep toking rubbish to hurt little feelings but i dont really care. i am nt affected. hahaha. his hus is pretty. i went up to the court. i went to the KTV with clarence, sj, hy, jl, king. with the 11A girls there. hehe. my geo class mate. then we went his hus . woots! time passed. we went to school and support mr tan guan han. haha. he is performing lo.! hahhaa. with one cent. hahaha! one cent two cent three cent. hahaha! all is added to become vincent. hahaha! took alot of pictures that day. went home late again. hahaha. my dad annoyed cox i keep calling him to faster to fetch me cox my PHONE! NO BATT LIAO! the thing become RED! scare me i keep thinking that was my last call. hahaha! no wonder he is annoyed. hahaha!

some pictures!

before going to mr john ng hus

at mr ng hus!

with mr chin! hehehe.

the group pic

kk la. end here, ben xiao jie tired want to sleep le. tmr continue to do wat i want to do. haha. none of ur business.

i noe it may need another long period of time for me to blog such a long entry again. so give u ppl a picture to identify where am i! hehe. happy guessing

2007-05-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

it is not really my week. maybe the retribution for nt running 2.4? i dont noe.

excited to meet my frene tmr. nervous too. so long nv meet le! =) miss them so much especially this period of time when i feel that the burden is getting heavier.

2007-05-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

What is wrong nowaday? i just dont get it sometimes. i just feel like staying away from this world. or maybe i am lazy just like this. hehehe. but this week i still sms my favourites people. hehe. love them too much. i am sorry cant go out with u all to shop for mother's gift. i sure miss alot alot of fun. i still remember times we just go out play talk gossip tell them how stressful my life can be. and they will just start saying i study till mad le. omg! sometime i also really think so. so much work i need to do. and my foolscape just disappear awhile. is time going faster or am i using too much paper. nvm. i still have about 30cm height of paper. hehe. endless till next year. the paper just add on each year.

learn the truth be with the truth. hehe. i am being so random. BTW! i am cutting short my blog entries because ALEVEL! i just love working hard hand in hand with my frene. so pleasant. whenever we remind each of us the hw and what need to be done this week, we are progressing together. jiayou! all my study group people aim high so we wont drop low. =) jiayou.. we shall make barrier low.

kk la. i try to make this entry short. btw. i love my home. i love all my frene. i love RQ and XY MOST! hehe. must remember my presence okie? even though i sometime very what nv reply u all message. love me okie? because i love you all=) rq xy and mj ==> frene i noe for YEARS and we have many more years later on.

2007-05-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

i know i should be doing something constructive. but i still feel like blogging cox today is a very special day. not going to mention why it is special but really special to me. =) make me so happy whenever i think i still have some hope. at least living with some hope cheer me up=)

pe still EEEEE.. disgusting. so just let me kick pe away =)

kk. i am reading some geo. i love geo. really! just make sense to me. unlike others. haha. even though i don score really well, i just like it because it is geo. =) river can be quite fun at time, referring book and notes just make more senses for river. river can be better than globalisation? i hope it can. hehehe. kk la. i am just here to crap better start reading geo before the test comes on wednesday! hehehehe. geo make me feel like studying actually. i love geo!

kk i going back to revise my geo test on wednesday. lastly science doesnt make much sense to me. i prefer geo =)

there is a japanese proverb. Fall seven times, stand up eight! =) jiayou people.

2007-05-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

AIYA! sorry huh XY just now nv reply you. what u ask huh? i forget le. i just now too busy doing my presentation and after that i doing my homework.. and my honey rouqin. hmm.. i can confirm with you tmr night can? hehehe! sorry huh to the both of u. =)

i blog cox i came up with a pretty good analogy for me and my brother studies.

My brother is planting a green bean that only need a few days to nurture while I am planting a padi field that need about half a year to nurture. i spent more time planting so what i get in the end is a alevel certificate while he get a promotion. isnt it meangingful? what i can infer, the amount of time you spend actually time you how much padi you will get in the end. hehe. i hope my padi field is full of rice. =) i might be soooo slow in growing but who will know i am only waiting for the strong roots to go and the next day i am ready to flood and after months i dry my padi and BOO! my rice collection is out.

i noe it is lame thinking of this in the middle of the night. but it pretty make sense. hehe.

i am nt blind nor ignorant.

2007-05-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

Erm... is blogger getting weirder and weired? the thing is just so... erm.. messy! hehehe.

btw. the weather is hot hot hot! sian. sian sian. going to bath soon. but blog first! EEYER! can i dont go to school tmr! PLEASE!!! i dont want 2.4! SHIT LA! disgusting. nvm. fan zheng i cant do anything to stop tmr coming so i better ignore till it come. haix.. nvm la.! JIAYOU! hope it end soon!

this weekend is shiok. so much tv. woots! i just love watching the war show. hmm. so touching. and anyone wonder why do we pray using sugar cane? want to know? ask me! hehhe. my mom told me just now exactly why we need that. woots! INTERESTING! hehehe.

i cut my hair! and my mom helped me ask the auntie whether i am really droping hair or what! HAHAHAAHA!!! DONT SAY I AM BALD OKIE! the auntie say my hair is fine. only that i naturally have fewer hair than others. and the pores in my head isnt opening okie! hehe.. but to prevent that from happening and i want some more hair on the roof of my head i bought a product something like alcohol so as to prevent HAIR LOSS! SCARE ME WHENEVER I SEE that spot shine. =) i am not a botak okie! i am perfectly normal girl with lesser hair. hehehe..
my mom also disclose a secert she nv told me. she told me that i only start going hair when i am 2year old! OMG! can u imagine before i reach 2yr old my mom actually use scissor to cut my hair herself. grr.. i naturally have lesser hair that all. EMPHASIZE again. i am not bald! hehe. SHOUT OUT LOUD! i am not bald! hehehe.. congra me please. so happy to hear that.

btw. my fringe is cut so short. but nvm that is wat my mom wants. let her be since mother day coming nvm la. i also want it short. i hate it when it cover my eye. see i can type this without pinning my hair up and causing it to bend. hehehe.

lalalala. i am good nowaday! DOING HW REGULARLY!!! 3 cheers to me please. i actually change my attitude toward STUDIES! hehe. proud to say, i am a STUDENT! hehehe. nvm. even though i start doing hw, it just nv end. isnt is like a paradox. " i do my homework but it never end." hehee.

kk la. just to comment and keep this blog alife during weekend. miss me coz i miss you ppl. hehehe! jiayou! torture coming so i have to face it soon! WOOTS!

2007-04-30T15:49:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL!

grr.. Xueying you better watch out huh. never invite me to read ur blog. hahaha. faster let me read la!

2007-04-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

yo yo. just another random post i have.

Your Personality Is Like Heroin

You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows.Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain.People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you!

*my

keep on finding. you haven't found any way out. IF YOU THINK YOU CAN. YOU CAN.

just find it super random today. dont you think it is weird posting at this time. actually i slept in the evening unknownly. i am suppposed to go cck but i just fell into the the trap my bed set. lying down there just make my eye close and off i drift. i am still as busy as ever.

i met up with my friends again on friday to celebrate XY's job. woots! but i guess all of us forget the purpose of this dinner. we just start chatting. we went IMM as usual i am the last to arrive because i went home to change. woots i just love bus 188. bring me there with the minimal walking distance though i need to climb a overhead bridge. we ate fish and co. woots! sooooooo filling. the moment i thought of it i am full again. i ate fish and chips. and the four of us( Mingjie, Rouqin, Xueying me) shared SEAFOOD PLATTER FOR TWO! omg! sooooo full. i ate alot k? hahaha. cox xueying and mingjie say i keep saying eat alot but end up my rice is alway the most. haha! but i can eat alot also okie? hahaha! i get hungry fast too. woots!

*my head is getting bald and it is worrying me. i need yun nam soon!

some pictures before i leave. =)

rouqin made this by my request of ankle!

Go to her web to check out more things

most of the people in class.

another one =)

me lihui linkai

Clique in class

another one =)

daphne me lihui guanhan

Where am i? trap.

lihui came in trap too!

Dont i look so weird? hehe

kk end of this post too. see me soon. miss me because i miss life too!

2007-04-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

lalalala! Christina! it is getting late and here you are blogging and not sleeping!

lalalala! i dont care. i will sleep later. =)

ohya! today i drank SOOOO MUCH MILK! and i regret greatly about it! first, in school i drank oreo full cream milk drink, then on my way home i bought MILK those normal kind one for the whole family to drink. then i start drinking, and i went out with by parents and brother just now BOUGHT milk tea AGAIN! and that is nt all, i drink half of the milk i bought on my way home! =) GRRRR... healthy girl? in fact too healthy.! gonna stop the weird habit of mine! =) tink tink.

btw, i start loving life outside school. i love the scene when i walk home. i love that sofa i will lie onto. i love my frene that is forever with me through out this 17 years of life. they are soon going to participate in my 10 years life journey. =) they bring joy to my life, whenever i am sad, they are just a sms away from me. whenever i am free, they are just a phone call away from me. hehehe. school just make me feel so tired, so early, so demanding, so.. cant describe. hahaha! so just let alevel fly off fast.

just wondering if someone ever dislike me. hahaha. didnt why i think of such topic to talk about cox i alway tell my lifelong frene i am just so loveable they just cant stop loving me. actually i dont really care much abt it anymore, hate me that ur problem. your own way of cracking ur brain to try hurting me. haha. which is like totally useless, i have grown so tough i nv think i will really break down again. WOOTS! except you talk abt running. hahaha! that is the worst thing. =) but then a little of saddness in life just make me feel okie, i forever stick in the shelter i used to live in. so people who are hating me trying to get my heat up or u just get annoyed by my action that is UR PROBLEM nt mine. hehehe. * gonna make them so sick they feel like jumping down the building*

hehehe. btw these days i am quite determine to become a relief teacher after my alevels! tink tink tink. gonna try teaching maybe that is my career, i love sharing and discussing of knowledge not only in the book but outside the book about the world. isnt is interesting to know more about this massive EARTH we are living in?

tata. it is going to 12 and xiao jie xiao jie need to sleep. =)

2007-04-12T23:15:00.000+08:00

I got tagged by TAN XUE YING! aka ah mei to do this tagging game....this is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

"Here are the six weird things happen to me........"

1. SIX SENSE. i gt tis very weird feeling all the time when troubles is coming. Human instinct is very sensitive. i can be a animal actually.

2. I can sleep all day. Whenever i am free, i feel like sleeping. every second i will think of it.

3. When i start to think deeply, i just drift away.

4. i sang in the bus when i am alone. Actually i think i was too engross that time, i didnt know anything till i realise opp i am singing.

5. i get so heat up at times i think my heart is going to jump out.

6. my finger are afraid of coldness. i dont need a jacket i need a pair of gloves.

kk. i think i am not going to ask anyone to tag back. =)

PW RESULT OUT tmr! GRR.. grade according to A B C D E S U. i am really afraid i fall into the D E S U grade. but i think will fall into that cat. nvm. i did my best. or i can say my grp did our very best.

GRR.. sometime i just feel like cutting off his head. chopping off his mouth. kick him in his butt. he just annoys me with each movement he made. can he just go away? and make life better for me to led? WITHOUT knowing how UNPOLITE he is treating other people first! CAN HE KNOW SOME MANNER BEFORE I MYSELF STOP SCOLDING. he is just making school a worst place to study in.

can i ask this question? WHY bad things i alway kanna one? first table tennis. that coach say i wear blue then captain. SO I PLAYED FIRST SINGLE! WALAU! KICK HIM OFF. SMACK HIS FACE. today, just feel alright i sit in front for international friendship day and guess wat we end up dancing. SHIT LA! me dancing? those we know me during those primary school years in choir should know i gt phobia of that since that choir teacher came and taught us dancing. she made me cry in front of so many ppl. and guess what i end up standing there for the whole dancing thing. grr.. HOW LUCKY CAN I BE! dont ask me to stand in front now! grrr..

i better stop scolding my heart is pumping so hard now!

tAta. blog again AFTER i get my pw result. btw. tmr is friday the 13th. BAD LUCK! i better go sleep now before 13 arrive.

tata. i miss my friends again. =) happy outing again! =)

2007-04-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be a short post.

LATE! i think i getting really tired. i was watching television at around 10plus and guess what while watching i got some image coming out of sight. ARGGG!!! sure to be so scare. i jump up and i cant remember what are the images about. can someone please explain to me what is going on with me. i am afraid. really. i am afraid those images will come true, something that make me jump up, this is not a good thing right? and the image just fly like a few second? WHATTTTT!!! so scary!!! i nv want those things to happen. =( maybe i am just so tired. i just fall asleep while keeping my eyes open wide watching the tv. the show was boring. i am nt really that engrossed but i know what is happening in the show. tell me what is going on can?

the table tennis match is totallllyyyy disgrace. shall not talk about it. i am used to losing but this time it just seems harder for me to expect the results.

block test result out. also very disgusting. i guess the whole of ijc almost everyone can hide ourself in a hole. haha! really the whole block test is just to wake us up. too difficult or just the result we get from slacking. quite agree to daphne saying about USE less. hahaha! and my table tennis added it to USE less Chap. hahaa! kk. block test did wake us up. we learn our lesson. =) dont give us more shock teachers.haha! * trying to pay more attention during lectures, i promise to talk less during Lectures? i just cant do it during GP lectures. haha! too bore*

i thought everything ended? hmm. that true or false. i just wish someone break this dream of mine. I will miss my beloved friends alot this year. they have to drive and fetch me after my last paper k? haha! must grant my wish. i am really suffering so hard now. so hard i think i cant breath. everything just pile up and i just cant finish everything. so jiayou ba me USE less Chap. =) actually i dont mind people calling me this. hahha! i find it funny. hahhaa! A A A A A. don laugh k? i am from PAS( potential ace student).. haha! JIAYOU!

i love them so much i never want to let any hands off. REALLY! PLUS STAMP! love me too k? i am working hard for the goal i want. you people also must do the same k? love you guys, you people just make sucess nearly to me. JIAYOU!

End. i want to sleep 11.20

2007-03-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

Do you know what is the latest song I like to listen? i am not sure whether you can read this chinese song but i really feel that this is a good song. a nice song. a song that relieve me with i was in great anger and mentally pain! =)

忘词

嗯嗯搭啦我又忘了
我应该应该应该应该唱什黱
我应该应该应该应该怎黱作
嗯嗯搭啦想起来了
我好像好像好像好像应该说
我好想好想好想好想对你说
在你的面前我就变得很笨拙
就像是一个不断忘词的歌手
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口
你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在这一秒我一定要说
就算失败也不沈默

你你的温柔感动了我
我忍耐太久内伤太重
在豁出去的那一秒钟
却又忘词我噢噢噢

上一句好像是有关你的形容
下一句好像希望你能答应我
我练习过彩排过
这个时候却又说不出口

alright it is already 1.41 now and i just finish chatting with Xueying. JIAYOU BA! your life led it.

back to the song i am introducing to you people. very nice. if you dont understand chinese nvm. haha! just a song about a guy proposing and he keep forgetting what he gonna say. hehehe. nice song. haha! love this song very much. but i dont like this thing when the singer sing, ni de wen rou gan dong le wo. haha. why must every girl but so demure? TSK! i am not. hahaha! typical me. nvm i love myself. i love the way i am. i love going around laughing. i love myself not being too warm or cold. i love myself being so true to myself. understand myself very very well. so in the end i still love the way i led my life. perfect* the way i am! haha. just the way i am! haha!

dont you love me too? hahaha.

this whole week is stress. i keep doing chem chem chem every night i come home i need to think of chem. so fan. so every night i will do chem till like 12? then i will go to bed. same cycle. same same same. =( i dislike this kind of life! I like to be carefree. i want to sleep that is wat i really want. haha. tell u ppl le. every second i am awake i want to sleep.

today is my worst day of life. i woke up. bath. then i comb my hair. then i started to find my physics lecture notes. i cant find it. so i just think i need to go to school then i pack my bag throwing my pe, wallet, mp4 and GUESS WHAT! i forget my handphone! ran down while digging for my hp. and when i reach downstair my dad was calling back and he say i dont want to go to school. haha! i also wish i could. haha! then i realise i nv bring hp. shit! nvm. go to school first and see ba. then i rush to woodland mrt. 7.14 i look at the clock. i ran out and realise where is lilly? and i ran to civics, then i realise AGAIN i only late for 4min. then i go back 7.16. then i REALISE again today lilly morning run! then i again very tired le. take bus to school.

Second incident: i fell down. quietly, slow motion. my feet bent 90degree and i kneel down on the ground. imagine how pain i am in now. haha. but heng i think i be fine by tmr. haha!

Third incident: COMPETITION! i first single. ARGGGHH.. stress.. lost till paiseh. haha! dont ask me le. haha!

but very fun after that some of us went to SAKAE SUSHI! =) nice.. tink tink tink. i mean nice chatting. haha! love talking with them. just so fun. just like myself. the topic we say are like so funny. keep laughing and laughing.

woots! went home with a injure leg. and no people come and fetch me! WORSE! hahaha. slowly walk home think alot of things. =) i love thinking my own stuff. haha!

reach home talk talk then bath then watch tv then talk again. haha!

kk. nt my day today. really. so tao ren yan. the falling down part is the most digusting thing. haha!

i feel like sleeping le. so late le 2.08. let me sleep ma?

My braclet.

my necklance

nice nice hor. go and check the icon on the left to see more things. if you like any of them tell me ba. i will tell rouqin for you. haha!

kk i very tired le. i want to sleep.

*sign off at 2.10pm*

2007-03-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

Rouqin is sending picture we took some hours just now.
so at the mean time just let me tell you about what i did all week in preparation for my crazy block test. haha! first i wake up everyday at 6 go to school at the usual time then i meet lilly then i start to study. everyday same thing start we study till 12 then go eat lunch come back to the secert corner and start again till 5. is confirm drain you out. really. when u reach home the first thing that come into ur mind is i want to sleep. i want this week to be over. i want i want i want to quit school. too hard le. really. life is not life anymore. life is so SCARY! with books paper notes all around you haunting you.

BUT LOOK I AM STILL ALIVE HERE! NO PROBLEM! I AM STRONG. don try studying the way i studied very draining of energy, kills you in a week i nearly cant feel fun that whole week. but nvm everything is past now. i finish my exam in a blink of eye WOOTS!

alright this is about all the thing i did last week. the studying week. which is NOT A HOLIDAY! nothing to be joyful about. cox i feel sooooooo tired. i simply hate studying. and i am like study aimlessly. worsen my condition drain me more.. book spilt my brain apart.

the hall installed air-con and you people shld have known. i was like going to shiver when i am doing my geo paper. i sat on the 3rd row. and my finger went numb when writing and speeding at the same time. kept on massaging it. btw geo paper was quite easy i think. hope i pass cox i did the physical geo qns. not bad. haha1

okie the picture are here le. haha! the picture we took when i met Rouqin, Xueying and Mingjie straight after my geo exam. haha! we met in CHINATOWN. =)

We went to buy beads to make braclets all that. rq made one for me today. going to make another one soon .haha! haha. show you all the picture another day. just make me feel that it is a lucky charm to me. haha!

we went to clark Quay and didnt really eat anything. too exp le. we spend like $7+ on a drink and we shared cheese fries. haha!

Our Drinks!. The center one belong to rouqin she drink soda dont noe what.

Doesn't the fries looks so yummy?

We ate on the second storey?

Me and Xueying. Look like cartoon world?

I dont dare to go near the river!

Emotional me. i am stiff on the stairs.

Told you are emotional when i afraid of height.

On the bridge! haha.

Dont know what i am doing.

Rouqin finally willing to take a picture with us! haha.

Long day yet rewarding to see all my friends i long to see them since the one week holiday. haha. they are my favourite friend since primary. dont you find us weird. we are hanging around with each other since primary school. miss them so much. haha! i still want to go CHINATOWN will them. the cutest bunch of friend i ever have. haha! ohya! i need to thank Xueying. haha. she said one. haha! but nvm gonna thank Rouqin and Mingjie too. Dont we have so much fun today? haha. i nearly went home at 12am heng i rush home. if not no one is going to open the door for me. haha!

kk gtg. super tired. hear from me soon.
*When i am awake i just feel like sleeping forever. but yet i cant.
i am afraid of getting old. Will we still be like this after our life proceed? i want to spend all my time with my friends.

2007-03-14T18:58:00.000+08:00

feel like blogging feel not like blogging. dont feel like blogging. but i just blogged.

so i still blogged.

just so angry this week. and tired. ignoring.

angry for everything you have done. watching me so paiseh. watching me like a fool. watching me piss me by whatever you noe you have done. you crazy fellow. you disgusting fellow. i not going to explain my stand cox it is not my fault. not mine at all. i did NOTHING WRONG TO YOU DISGUSTING FELLOW!

whoever is bring into the siao situation i also nth to say. NOTING TO DO WITH ME!

GRRRRR... just go away. U make me hate you so much.

school is so tired. i get up everyday same time to go school to do revise. do do do do do.
just hope i get something fruitful and rewarding after the effort. jiayou ba.
4+ more days left. go go go.

2007-03-11T07:58:00.000+08:00

miss me ma? haha. so long since i last blog. sorry ar busy with my school life. very busy. woots! they are going to start their compeition now! go go go! our class lihui, xinfang, zhongxun, guanhan, clarence is going for a compeition. yeah! haha. must jiayou. i already station myself in front of the computer le. waiting for them to call and i will find the place at street directory.com...

ohya! i better tell you all abt the trip to IT show yesterday! yeah! i buy mp4! haha! so happy! cox good good and cheap cheap plus nice nice. haha! =) somemore later we go suntec i also bought a bag cost $16 only! so nice also, very big too. next time i go school can use that bag. haha1 yeah=)

btwmy dad buy me a camera le. also nice. small and handy. haha! woots! haha.
more information just ask me. =) i am just wondering how the compeition is going on now? yeah! jiayou jiayou!

*tata miss me for now. i still gt nth to update. kk i just upload a picture that gt me inside

miss me hard. block test coming GP dead. so jiayou jiayou ba!

2007-02-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

BACK in a brighter mood! hahaha. dont worry people i wont get depress very long. moreover my computer is back with me. with my computer around i feel safer. dont noe why but just safer. no need to go and steal my brother computer. hahaha! more secure. and PE LESSONS are over this week! =)

cheer me up so much. btw great thank to all my frene who are alway beside me cheering me up=) gt my HONEY, YING YING, LILLY, MOMMY, more and more. hahaha! thank people! love you all cox that was one period of time i really feel dead. but i am alright now. hahaha!

maybe cox monday pe lesson really freak me out alot. i mean really i run like SUPER SLOW! keep running like this my 2.4 will be dead. maybe because of the new year goodies and skipping pe lesson for one week make me free so scare of PE LESSON! i am like so depress the whole weekend cox PE LESSONs. eeyer. i will nv like physical pe lesson. keep running non-stop. hahhaa!

and just like i said.. i got my chemistry test result back. is scary more scary than my first kinematics test. but nvm at least i wake up cox of this call the next few attack would be math, physics, geo. ohya! geo teacher diao me today cox i late for lesson. ooi! is i asking my frene whether going today and she diao me. tsk! boo!

and people please stop disturbing mr clarence tan. he didnt do anything hurtful to u people right? feel so sick whenever i hear this kind of bad bad bad laughter toward him. but he also gt make me angry. grrr.. help u still come scold me! TSK! BOO! nvm. gonna beat him up more frequently.

* i going off soon tata miss me! miss me and u will feel pleasant =)

2007-02-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

hehehe. i just feel like blogging cox i m not in the mood.

i faced too many failure in life. too many. one shot 4 test i think i cant pass. sian. the first ever time i feel this way? i dont noe really i already forgotton the past things. cox i choose to remember pleasant things

can i quit school. school is too hard for me. with running. i hate it hate it hate it. what can i exchange in life if i want to run? tell me.

eeyer. i just cant do anything productive nowaday. result of too many tv. so this entry is actually refecting why is my result so disappointing.

and btw great hugs and thanks to my honey rouqin.. hehehe. thank for cheering me up. feel much better and i think i still got hope. nothing can beat me in life only myself. i can try harder next time. and thank for saying u can accompany me to study. cheer me up more. =) life is hard but with ppl i like around me. i feel just as happy.
so ppl don make me sad or angry. i am already leding a unhappy physical and academic life in JC!

stop being depressed christina. if you are afraid of running then push yourself harder. if you are afraid of failing work harder next time. jia you. i can do it because i start to believe.
* jiayou jiayou jiayou!

2007-02-23T16:41:00.000+08:00

i better start blogging before i doze off later on =) using my tablet now. my computer at home siao liao. bring to the IMH. hahaha. not funny i noe. i very tired. too tired to joke liao. i want to sleep sleep sleep. ohya! i haven upload picture of my grandparents house in Malacca.

My grandparent's house=) big right?

The kitchen? living room? dinning place?

okie! the other pictures i better think twice before i upload. gonna scare you people all away!

i am tired. really tired. super tired. life is still as boring as blah. nothing to do. hmm. i dont reallie mean nothing to do but i mean like something to do but nothing thrills my life so blah. tooooooooo many things to do. everyday got homework. so many homework.

homework is wasting my time in life! hahaha.

i have been obessed with my horoscope book again. read it yesterday.

the content is quite accurate i can say. eeyer. i dislike capricorn's guy.

even thought we same same also capricorn but eeyer. the guy are so much different as compared to the girls. reflect clearly what i have seen in my life.

too disgusting.

see the tone i blog is obviously too bore le. life is boring how i wish i can sleep through every lesson every hour and just sleep. omg! i think i am too tired. keep thinking of sleeping. ohya! according to the horoscope book people born during 12/22 to 12/31 is very weird. which i certainly agree to it. i am weird. haha. i also dont noe how to explain to you all. the book i read it say i WEIRD and DIFFERENT from other people

okie! i have to agree to this. i am weird. call me weird te.

still got anything to report about my life? i dont noe.

just don really feel that happy cox nothing thrills my life.

i need something excitig in my life.

and i still cant understand how human think.

i stil feel quite injustice sometime. don blame me can? i also dont noe why.

i prefer going away from the life i am leading now.

i need to go go go go go go.

*okie! i cant go anywhere far but i can go and sleep now. tata. miss me.

eeyer. capricorn guy=.= stay away.

2007-02-17T16:52:00.000+08:00

pizza with 12B

do i look like i am dying?

i love all of them =) beloved 12B

love them most in class esp lihui and dap

12B

classy

light bulb

miss me when i am away.

so many pic i took with the class this few days. love them very much this few days. just hope this will prolong. don make me upset anymore can? haha. gonna love them more than i will love them last year. miss me cox i going to malaysia soon. miss me! =) i miss you ppl too!

2007-02-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

i haven blog for 12 days and 13 days. hahaha! anyone missing me? hahaha. alot of things happen this few days... haha! the things that i haven say is i@fun. yesterday. which lihui bring the cam for fun.. and today is chinese new year celebration.. so fun.. btw. come 0612B.. gurantee everytime in festive mood. haha!

let me start with i@fun. fun ma? the only thing i will remember is one chee chong fan. one carrot cake. one chee kuay. how long must wait. the whole day i am like repeating this line. haha! and business was good when the i@fun is going to end. i am staying under the tent. still under the sun to sell those stuff. so hot hot hot. make me so tan now. make me more pale. haha! too bad. i think i will die soon. shit! i cant have the mind set that i will die early. now i very tired more feel lke dying. hahaha! i@fun.. good effort put in by 0612B. yeah!

then yesterday. supposed to lao yu sheng but didnt lao becox of some reasons. haha. then the break me lihui daph and kel was playing with the cam with uncle included, all the people in class was also playing. my class people can be really fun if they don start crapping and laming the whole time. and stop insulting fat people and those people who are diff from the norms, but as time go passed, we just get used to it. we are already immune to the mental pain they cause to us. haha! cox we haunt them too.

today today today. one of the best days in class this year.. we lao yu sheng. so fun. so fun so fun. hahaa. my hair, arm was all the yu sheng and peasant and the green thing. haha! fun fun fun. we wish for the best in exams and run faster. hahaha! and the whole assembly i was like toking to people from 12C and lihui plus shujuan. hahha! fun fun fun too.

life is hard but fun. when test floods our life, while we meet our fear we still can find alittle an wei from my classmates and parents. i have so many lovely people around me all the time. tests and exams cant kill me. but there is something i am quite unhappy about during the week.

i realise being tall is nt good. people will alway assume being tall is equal to strong. hey hey hey! i am a girl too okie! doesnt mean i am tall i don need help. tsk! make me so upset the other day. so depressing to see ppl nt helping me cox i am tall. and regard myself as what. omg! no wonder earth is never fair. fairness in term of being tall. girls girls girls. to all the girl who want to be tall please think twice of the consequences, being tall is nt good. assumation to other is alway strong wonder woman. haha. just feel lke saying all this out. keeping this for like so many days le.

i am tired. super tired. i dont noe what is what now. confused with my life.
miss me cox i miss u people.

2007-02-04T01:26:00.000+08:00

if i dont stop coughing people will tink i have terminal dieases.
nvm about that. i once cough for the whole month. haha. just bear with it i think. my mom should be getting me medicine tmr if not i going to make noise every few minutes. haha!

today quite relaxing.. go for lunch? or i can say tea-break or dinner. a weird time to eat you see about 4? i still eat curry. hahaha! =X no wonder my cough nv seems to recover. haha! serve me right. haha. if i am dead tmr remember not to be selfish pig who come empty handed i want 12 sunflower!!! opps! sound like i am going tmr. haha!

yawns. i am sooo tired. it is like 1+ now and i have been watching tv like 7?!?! haha. nvm. i just want to do nothing but relax. since i am sick, i got more rights to rest right? haha. and i have flu too. cox of the cold weather. good way to cure block nose= lie on the opposite side where you have a block nose. and faster come up when the block nose recover. if not the block nose just change side. listen to my advices it is right! cox i try it today. the weather is killing me making me so cold and sleepy. i think tmr afternoon i shld just sleep. haha!

omg! i getting too pig already. ohya! i was talking to my mommy this afternoon and telling her my figure not very nice.. if i wear jean everything bad come out. opp. haha! and i suggest i should go levis and buy one jean and YEAH! she say she will bring me go boon lay levis to get me a jean. hope it will be nice. i don want all the bad things to come out. haha. i don like to wear skirt most of the time you know. haha!

yeah! btw my orginal weight is coming back. didnt know how i manage to actually loss but i going back you see. hahaha! i don care, since i already know it will go back. and i will continue on my monsterous diet. haha! if you noe me my diet is actually a sin graph. haha! go up and go down. haha. no wonder i suffer from gastric all the time when i start changing diet. haha. bear with it i think. haha! and i must encourage myself to eat regularly not alway anyhow anyhow. want to eat then eat. i be suffering at night. bear in mind, the pain last all night and i going to have sleepless night. haha! so people eat regularly. haha!

*another topic of the day since i dont feel like sleeping but i am really tired*
* when people choose to aviod, is it good or bad*

Is avioding the solution to question? i think so. i dont really like to argue ones back. i like to face-to-face arguement. sound kool and me right? haha! i just cant control so i like to scold people in front of them. i cant hide anger so i start scolding. haha!

* i really cant continue now. my left brain is killing me. aching aching aching. goodnight =)

2007-02-02T14:24:00.000+08:00

Edited VERSION

actually i wrote some stuff on my blog when i was watching tv. but i just read and i feel meaningless. really. hahaha! just some boring school stuff. ohya! I@fun coming le. please come to my school at champion way and spent in my class stall. come come come. dont go anywhere just come to my class stall. hahaha! that is so lame. just hope everything will turn out right. haha! hope it will actually suceed.

my voice havn't really recovered today. just sound very deep and sore. arrrr... no more screaming for me till i recover. =)

there is nothing to tok about school recently. maybe copy-meow? hahaha. find it quite distracting whenever i see people like to fight so hard to win. is it to overcome yourself or be compeitive. is it just acting or it is happening? lets see while i proceed. the mind-game seems to need more of my brain cells.

actually there is nothing much i can talk about my life now. too bore. just too bore. going to school just dont have any motivation. sian. i still don like tutorials and lectures.

*forgetting that smile.

2007-01-30T15:06:00.000+08:00

To what extent should the sanctity of life be upheld?

Define

Upheld: maintained

Yes it should be upheld:

No it should not be upheld:

2007-01-26T23:22:00.000+08:00

This has been a short week for me again! hahaha! so cool right? hahaha. cox we have cross-country you noe lo. as usual i wont run cox i cant run but that day tuesday i gt meet timing. so excited whenever i think of that cox it is like the first time. we ran 1.6km. in 12min. might be like so long for u ppl but i just cant run. hahaha! so congra me for meeting my timing. yea! haha.

cross-country my house won! YEAH! go go go. haha. even though i didnt contribute to the running part. i gt cheer! haahah. cheers. haha! cox naturally i have a very loud voice. hahaha. so i cheer loud loud de. haha.

this week is really exciting. we gt the chem defination test. those we cant answer have to be clip. haha. my whole ear was RED. hahaha. alittle warm and painful though. but still very fun. i like it. haha. cox i really dont noe any defination. haha. shujuan help me nv clip once. haha. so good. haha.. kk la. love her one more percent. hahaha.

haven finish telling you ppl about all this. cox u noe school occupied my time in school most of the time. but since i have a tablet i can chat in school too. haha! during lesson, after lesson, waiting for lesson. free free free. but the wireless in our class like siao today we need the cable to do our role playing. did i tell you people about the role playing our class did? haha. our class have GP lesson using tablet and we gt roles you see then we absorb the character. i am amy usually. haha. but i today moderator cox amy is in vegetation state. and kok leong my husband is with wendy. they are having an affair since scene1. i KNEW IT! haha.

very kool cox we just no need to listen to teacher lesson. we just do role playing and research.

i becoming super weird nowaday. hormones nt function in the right way. for example, sometime i just dont want to tok. sometime i get so high. sometime i just forget where i put my things. sometime i just keep drinking. hahaha! so weird. hormones hormones be in the right phase. hahaa! i need to get on with my life you noe. hahaha!

ohya haven tell you people abt my x-country. haha. YES! DLN won loser. gonna stop loserism this year. haha! and i think the mNm is super funny during physics lecture. i noe he gonna kill me if i say who is he, but it is like super obvious when i say mNm. hahaha! just cant stop laughing at him. *DLN* go away don come here. haha

argh! my whole body is itchy now. haha! scratch scratch should be i sleep on the carpet too long le. i need cotton. not PVC. haaha. i sleep from 4+ to 8+ just now. hahaa. i just love sleeping, everynow and then i am waiting for wednesday and friday so i can go home and sleep. usually i can early go home that day so end up i sleep till night. who cares please? as long as i gt enough sleep i will stay healthy. hahaha=)

how to escape life? tell me. i getting sick to go to school studying oscillation, integration, ionic equilibrium. haha. so lame hor. wat is the most boring let me guess.... i think is.. haha. equal. haha. geo is the most boring though. i usually nv listen to what the lecturer is saying alway depend on myself cox the topic about nation state, TNCs, impact are already too bore for me. we learning hydrolysis soon. soon. soon. soon. more boring. nth is more boring than physical geo. haha!

how ar? haha. i am lost nowaday. cant stablise my feeling. i could say lost in my own world. thinking of everything. nth seems right though. no wonder i want to escape. teach me. or i go and apply for euthanasia? haha. just kidding. haha. it is the time i think i nt going to know what is happen to the surrounding. haha. guessing ppl thoughts looking at the good side of life. haha. my life just seems dull nowadays. even though every now and then i am guessing what are u ppl thinking. *ooppp* don worry i guess only those people i dont like. haha. kind of wasting my time but i like guessing. haha!

*where am i standing? far away. just realise the distant i am standing. not nearing but drifting.
The man who has no imagination has no wings

2007-01-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

it is 11.30! hahahaa. shld be the time i be on bed wait to the next morning to rise. haha! but nope i decided to blog. hahahaha! this whole week was hectic. very hectic. so much work. flooding my bag.

so much work just cant seems to finish. jiayou jiayou. i think i can do it. hahaha. cox i am might queen christina. nth is going beat me dead. haha! ohya! this song is nice. http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/129888ht.htm go hear hear. the melody sound nice. and i love it. haha! one of those fews slow songs i like. hahaha!

can i hope that this year just go faster than all the usual years? tough year. making me sick. ohya! haha. i think i am becoming quite human le. i actually get flu u see. usually i just wont get flu. even the worst weather can disturb me. but see! i have flu at night. so excited. not block nose but flu. hahha! i feel that it is kind of cool u see. hahaa1

my mom birthday was kool too. end up i sang her birthday song. hahaha. my brother was too paiseh. so i sing lo. hahaha1 only i sing. hahaha. so i sang half way my brother somehow stop me and my mom wish and cut the cake. haha!

*kinda of those days during my holiday when i can meet all my friends whenever i want. time is so fast i nearly cant catch up with all my friends. i want to go back to holiday. or can i say i want this year to end as fast as possible. i don like to suffer from not enff sleep.

*when i say miss me- will u miss me? hahaha. hope u do. dont miss me. then forget can le. cox i don want someone who unwilling to miss me. either u miss or forget.

2007-01-12T15:46:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo. anybody miss me? hahaha. try missing me. haha. it will make your day pleasant. hahaha!

*opps.. i am crapping hard*
DLN go away.

hahaha. i think he gonna read it so ask him to go away. argh! he is making me mad mad. siao lan. *heck care him*

okie. i just came home from school. my tablet in school. and i haven hand in my power series. haha. how to hand in? hand in hard copy. haha! kk. my maid is cooking and i m waiting. while waiting i am typing this. so that i can eat le and close my eye. haha! if u get wat i mean.

okie this week was exciting. haha. short week for me. i love this week. very relax. haha. next week is like boom boom boom; math, chem, physics, geo, GP! OMG! tell me what subject i don have test. u tell me lor. haha. like none. every sub also test. but quite great le. teacher help us extend for so many days. haha.

ohya! lihui the brave girl went forward for "DLN's" guy. omg! i think i am like super fortunate that my class guys are better. hahahaha. at least they wont beat up us. hahaha! eeyer. cant imagine. tsk tsk tsk. ren bu ke mao xiang. he is the real si wen bai lei. try beating a woman up. the woman will never forget. omg! still cant imagine. so ________*puke*
better stop saying later i kanna BEATEN up. hahaha!

kk gonna update u ppl abt my school life again.
i love this life.

p/s: there can only be one actress in every drama.
A single sunbeam is enough to drive away many shadows.

2007-01-07T18:16:00.000+08:00

I just came back home again. went there like 2times. hahaha. fun fun talking and mingling around. trying to catch up with those old stuff.

Serious Speaking i din noe why but i get very hook up with lots of stuff lately. me and xueying keep talking on the phone like every day? haha. din noe why really feel lke going to the past and forsake the future that await. really!

my future is bright. but it alway seems that the past will outshine the present. things changes as u grow older. u need to give up some stuffs and accept new stuff. i gave up my freedom, my attitude. myself. i give up everything to own this present. is it worth? given a chance i will return to my childhood. get to know all my primary sch frene. treasure those time. i didnt noe that was the best memories.

i will not walk this route if i know all this will happen. just feel lke letting go of the present. seems that it is much fairer this way. present kills especially when truth reveal.

p/s: no wonder my mom didnt want me to go. trouble is around. just behind you.
Life is so fragile not to say relationship between man and woman. they break when reality hits it.
humans are intelligent but they are fools too.

2007-01-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

Woots! i just came home not long from my cousin hus. so tiring. haha!

My mother, brother and father accompany me go to the spec shop today. haha! spends like hours there. i feel lke digging my eye out real soon. haha. nvm as time go pass it will be easier right? haha! hope so. woots! i am super tired after one week of school. i mean 3days. haha! i sleep like 4+12= 16 hours. haha. 4hours of nag and 12 hours of sleep. haha. am i powerful. i can just sign up for the most tired woman award this year. just for 3days and this is wat happen.

gonna get used to it when school reopen. haha! my bag is alway heavy nowaday. with tablet. with charger. umbrella. pencilbox. file. so many thing. next week on i going to bring my jacket to school. so coldddd in my class. btw u can find 0612B in M1-4.haha! our homeroom. super cold. even though the air con is like 25 or 22 sometime. haha! i have to get used to it. haha!

hmm.. super tired le. gonna sleep liao. miss me. cox i still miss those holiday days.

p/s: what is the consequences? my eye is dry and tired.

2007-01-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Goodbye to my fellow friends.
I enjoyed my time this holiday.
And now i'm going back to hell.
School will be tougher than i thought.

Miss me because i miss you people.
Keep Enjoying Your Life.
I will join you soon.

My timetable

2006-12-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

Christina is happy today!

told you guys and gals my temper not as bad. haha! i went shopping with my parents today. my brweek my brother computer is coming, he gt a new phone. i think it just dont irritate me. haha! told other still use a 3GGGG phone. i think is nokia the dont noe what music edition one. super cool i see the phone: white, earphone white, poach white, USB wire white. omg! still gt speaker White. haha! everything white. nice nice nice! haha! next time i will take the phone out give u all see. lend from him. he shldn't mind. haha! my dad keep insisting that i pass him my k700i to him and exchange sony phone or N73 but but but but but. i dont want. still have picture there i reallie like. haha!

I bought lots of stuff today! i bought jacket again. 50% off. my mother asked me buy L size is super big. haha! the thingy can cover my whole hand. hahaha! that time i bought my black jacket also 40% off. haha! omg! i think i reallie reallie reallie like SALE SALE SALE SALE SALE. my whole brain only thought of sale. hahaha! the next sale wont be on CNY! haha. that time i will buy more MORE stuff. haha! kk. tell u guys what i bought. haha! first i went to sport shop in westmall. haha! i bought two shoes. cox nike no my size(so sad sia) then i want a light blue shoes. haha! also no my size so suay. than i gt a silver with purple shoes. haha! then my mom say my shoes is confirm black one. so she say buy two shoes so nt so black. so altogether now i have like 6 pairs of sport shoes. this year new year i better buy heels. haha! i still don have heels. haha!

then i went popular. haha! didnt buy much stuff cox my hus gt like soooooooooo many foolscape. haha! TOOOOO many. i can dont buy for like 5years le. haha! i bought like 2markers. haha! i like marker but most of the colour i like i buy liao. so i bought blue and red. haha. i also bought one blue highlighter. haha. staple bullet. pens.file(plastic one) very chio. paper clips. pencil. and something i really like. plain paper. i bought the whole box home!!!! HAHAAHAHAHA! my mom and dad was quite shock when i carry that to the counter. haha! there is like 5 those normal kind of paper thingy inside. and i just buy it for $23? haha. cheap right. told u i like sale. haha!

then me and mom went to giordano buy jacket. and dont forget i love giordano SOCKS! haha. orange and pink socks for me. haha! i also bought bag bag bag. haha! for like 9+ hahaha! so cheap lor. haha! i cant imagine i m really in the sale mood. hahahaha.

my dad and brother came back. haha. then we went to the furniture shop. my brother is buying a computer table. OMG! they didnt forget abt my bookshelf. actually wanna buy book shelf for me one. but i already took all the books out and rearrange everything. haha! they are puting his table beside me. so my bookshelf is shifting. haha! they are buying bookshelf too. i think actually for me one. but i think i wont need it anymore. so i give it to my brother. haha! so nice he also buying chair, table, shelf all for him. i still help him choose lo. haha! so nice. hahaha! i mean i like those feeling. haha! i think my wish will come true soon. i want to study at night than me and my brother can call mac. hahaha! i noe it sound so stupid but that one of my wish. haha!

then me and my mom when to shop and save. i bought like 4 oil control firm for next year and a wipe thingy. haha! all for next year. haha! then my brother called. they are at singtel. my brother getting his 6233 music edition. haha! then he bought his phone. haha! then after that i went to buy my poach. so nice so nice. is white and black in colour. haha! and i also bought a key chain. very nice too. when school reopen ask me lend u see. haha! so nice. i like it. very much. haha!

then we went home. woots! woots! woots! i am really happy. yesterday my dad brought me to the sunny. gonna see a new me next year! SEE YOU NEXT YEAR! and a happy NEW year! HAPPY HAPPY!

2006-12-29T14:08:00.000+08:00

Blogging here is super lag. haha. but after waiting for quite some time i actually can start to blog.
Major Earthquake alway happen during december, my month. alright. remember i told you people i am a volcano? dormant? haha. if u forget, refer to the previous posts. haha.
so, return to my topic about volcano. haha. actually volcano = earthquake. so can describe me as that too. haha. Earthquake happens only went the plates experience movement from the magma below them. haha. remember a convention current in liquid so plates moves and natural diaster strikes.

Why am i talking about geography? lame lame lame~ haha. i came home yesterday after the chalet. only i step into the flat, my dad and brother was painting the living room. quite shock. haha. then straight away without waiting for my hot water, i went to take a bath. haha. then i went to sleep. haha~ i slept like 8hours? haha. then i wake up watch super star. haha! i can only get to more sleep at 4am. so i wake up lke 12 today? therefore i sleep like 8hours. quite normal. haha! my dad continue to paint. * i'm starting to feel that my brother is growing up real fast, he helping my dad to carry heavy stuff. he is helping to paint. he will be there to help my dad when he called for him* opps! WHAT HAPPEN this few days when i am away? he grown so much. haha!

and i think i ate the least yesterday! haha. i drank my sweet drink and a bowl of soup, a piece of bread, some biscuit. hahaha! OMG! what is happening. i think it is just body structure. i am preparing to next year in school. school is a place where i will get hungry everyday. haha! so burger is the best to do away with rice and noodle. haha.

my maid chased me out of my room~ * i am UNHAPPY*~ so i am in the living room now with the tv so loud. so noisy. so irritating. THEY ARE PAINTING MY ROOM! so i need to get out! EEYER~ ruin my mood. so tata.

*p/s: add sugar to my tea. too sweet liao la. stop adding please.

2006-12-24T18:32:00.000+08:00

=) my birthday is just 5.5hrs later. the last thing i did this time was to finish watching KO ONE. haha! nice show. haha. even though very ridiculous, i still like those fighting scene. haha. i support violent! haha.

Alright before my birthday come and b4 i am offically 17. i going to state what i like and dislike this year.

LOves

My Samsung LCD computer screen.
My V3 and k700i
My computer
My check bag
Laptop( school lend us)
Those we make me feel lovable
SIMS 2
Television Set
MP3
Those we love me

Dislike

Those who make my life live like hell

I guess this are the things i like and dislike. from the general trend can see that i like technology stuff alot! cox technology allows us to enjoy ourself. haha. This year was a fruitful year for me. even though it is alittle painful too. but this year seems to be fast. seems to be adventurous. seems to be fast pace. this year indeed a colour year.

last year. i feel confuse. really confuse whether going into first 3mth was the correct decision but after one year. i didnt regret. of cox i face loneliness sometimes. especially the moment u go into the class and u didn't know anyone. the feeling is like a baby start learning how to walk again. i start learning how to make new friends. how to open my heart and accept others. just to know others better. i dislike making the first move. but after coming into JC. u will realise everything u have to start from scratch. i am starting to like this life. very soon if i stop facing stress.

This year, i think i 'm lucky. first time in my life i every knew those guys in 0612B who is willing to help me carry my stuff. even though is i keeping asking them. but still feel very pamper. haha. very few ppl i knew last time are willing to help me. and they nv scold me or bully me. they treat me well. hahaha. it is because when people grow up they will start to be more man and more lady-like? haha. i became alittle shy this year. usually i dare to do anything. and i am serious. really. i can play around with ppl last time i meet to make them go round and round. shout at them make myself so mighty that i guess i myself cant control .

i change le. really. even though it takes quite a long time and i sometime stilll use my hand and swing at ppl. haha. this habit just wont go. haha. but i guess i stop my hand seriously. and my throat. i dont shout at ppl everyday. how to scold people when they treat me so well and i grow up le hor. some stuffs hor. just let it pass la. no point keep holding on to it. i take sometimes to understand this year but i understand le. We wake up each day to discover new stuffs, no point remembering what bad stuff happen yesterday. Just let those mermory pass.

I not as chatter as compared last time. i get tired while speaking. i get tired when i eat. i get tired all the time. haha. even though i still cant stand it when people start to say me with no reason. i alway win last time one lor. no people can compare to my ulimate scolding people skill. haha. this year huh. i still scold of cox. nt as frequency also. haha! cox no ppl will ask scolding from me. except u noe. those usual ppl who needs scolding in class. haha! those who are diff from the norms. haha.

Every year we are supposed to be given 3 wishes. haha. i still thinking abt the last wish. i think one constant wish i don want le. i want another wish which is more impt. haha! next year then i wish for that again! hahaha!

Lastly in this post i am hope ppl still remember my birthday tmr.

p/s: u will forget right?

2006-12-21T01:58:00.000+08:00

i know i was supposed to sleep after biding goodbye with XY but i just cant get to bed. so i come here and blog. wootS! 8more hours to giant super market with RQ,XY,MJ! haha. sure to be fun! and hope it doesn't rain and ruin my mood. but singapore is getting cold~ cold~ so cold~ haha. i use my blanket everyday. but i still on the fan everynight at full blast. i am a very weird person u see. i can sleep with the fan but nt at this season. i hate rain. i'm afraid gt mosquito. so i on it. and i feel super cold. haha! on it then i go to bed. and morning around 7 i will automatic wake up and off it. haha. too cold. morning should nt be cold.

and i tell u guys. try wearing long pant to sleep. super shiok. reallie i no need blanket also can. but nth cover my feet so i need it lahx. haha. actually thought of wearing socks but too lazy to get up and wear it. haha.

i m busy nowaday. obesses by KO ONE the daph da dong show. i finally found a reason why she like her so much b4 the holiday. very cute. haha! but i prefer cool guy more. haha. nt the xiao yu la. too cold. haha.

and i still continuing to like to chengxi in the channel 8 show. cox he cute and cool. haha. so nice. haha. i thought of puting big ear-ring tmr! what do u think? haha. even my maid said was big. but i like christmas season. cant i put a chocolate on my ear lode? haha!

aiya! i confuse. how? =_=! so many things still undone. ohya! *let me forget for a moment*
while washing my face i thought of something. what will i do if i return to the past. and guess what first came in to me? IS IS IS IS IS ! not u la. and not u also. totally cant be u. haha.
i would not wear a pair of spec. regret. i feel lke a blind girl sometime when i wear spec. vision is blur and i don lke the kind of feeling. haha.

nowaday i gt more weird things to share. i actually sleep at 4am everyday. and almost half of the day i spend it lying down. see how lazy am i. and my maid will ask me u want to sleep huh? and i will alway answer. * no, resting* and i continue to hug my soft toy and close my eye. don think i asleep. i sleep almost 8-12hrs this days. haha! so fortunate hor! haha.

i love my sleeping time. and i think i really have the faith to see 2.13 saw it tonight and yesterday too. cant explain those kind of feeling. haha. i am missing my friends so soon even thought we are going to meet. haha.

*i still thinking of the question Should I? those ppl who recently speak to me should have knew wat happen. AIYA! black out!

2006-12-19T02:29:00.000+08:00

its me. back here. and i am super hungry. =( i ate one bread with chesse. one more chesse. and i am still hungry! AM I A MONSTER? haha. nowaday i keep feeling hungry especially at night. no goodu noe. today was the weirdest day in the holiday and the rain just wont stop. i work up at 9! and i remember it! cox my gastric is acting again =( too bad. then i ask my maid to cook me one sunny egg. i feel so tired. seriously i slept at 3am the night b4. but i cant get to bed cox my gastric is acting. then i ate the egg then my maid stem some mantou for my brother. i took some to the room. and guess wat. straight after i ate them i went back to sleep till 1! OMG! i noe i am a monster! cant get enff of food and sleep.! but i noe i have alot of dreams. good one maybe. haha. just some weird dream i alway have! haha.

i am proud of myself today.i cleared my book on the sofa! YIPPE ! yeah! haha. congra me. and i done with my report! 5five althought lehx. i have been doing all the nights. so i finally done it all! haha. and guess wat i found i have like 12.5cm (height) of foolscape at home! haha! so many after i pack. all sort. most of them i my favourite save the trees one. some are popular one. and a lot more. haha! yeah yeah! i cleared them all! haha. yippe! ( no need to care for those ppl who doesn't want to buy bookshelf for me) i am proud! YEAH YEAH YEAH! haha.

the rain just wont stop. =( i hate this kind of weather cox the bbq is nearing! i want to bbq at rq place! and me, rouqin, xueying, mingjie will be buying food on thurs. YEAH! gonna be fun at imm. haha! RAIN STOP RAINING! haha.

woots! my birthday is coming! remember to drop me a sms on that day k? haha!

finally going to be 17! WOOTS! la la la la la. nth great to be 17. nth good on that day too. just hope the ones i like will send me a birthday message. i have been longing some. haha!

i still cant sleep. cant sleep. i didnt drink coffee or tea but i m still awake, weird me. and i am still hungry! argh! later i wake up at 9 and shock my maid again. auntie cook something for me. haha! ARGH! i cant take hunger. my stomach will crack and kill me. haha. i mean eating disorder kills. so do learn from me k? eat properly. i only eat when i am hungry and i start to ache. or sometime eat too much till i bloat. haha! dont learn me. haha.

p/s: shld i?

2006-12-17T01:57:00.000+08:00

ignore me just u don't know me. haha. i meant the last post. i was just mad. and still mad. but i just ignore. haha.

i know it is weird for me to post this entry because. it is like going to be 2am in the morning. i am not listening to music. i haven't pack my report. it is still scattered around my table. ARGH! i just heck care. and i need to wake up early tmr. i mean 11+? cox ppl will flood into my hus as soon as i ate my breakfast cum lunch and bath. so i have to wake up at this time. there was once i remember i wake up at 12+! they came when i eating my breakfast cum lunch. omg! so paiseh. i haven bath. so i immediately stop eating and i bath. so tao ren yao. i haven prepare finish. so i still need to wake up at 11+. but i think i can. my sleeping time is going to back to normal 8hr or 10hr. nt more or less. but i haven have afternoon nap since 12B chalet. isn't i so great? i can stand all this. haha.

so i getting normal. and i haven been a sleeping monster for a very long time. haha. and i think better don't sleep too much. cox ur face end it oily in the morning. ARGH!!GRRR! cox of this i have pimple outbreak the whole holiday. and u can't sleep less too. not good for complexion. so how should i sleep? haha. i also nt sure. haha. i prefer my normal time. 2+ 1+3am in the morning to 11+12+1+. if u don want pimple outbreak lke me. sleep at a more normal time. haha.

finally i am done with the ijc attachment report! haha. WEE! spend like an hour on it. argh! but more stuff to write cox i study there and i know the environment better. haha.

my books are all around. and alittle dusty. so long nv touch them! I HAVE TO START PACKING! if they are going for mahjong tmr. then i pack it tmr. tie some them and the rest. TRY to stuff it inside my shelf. haha. WHICH is SO not possible. haha! so i will continue to use 2 sofa at home to fill my books! and a mini table. use when i was small. but my leg cant even fit it inside so is my mini books table.and a mini chair. used for old file and some of my cousin notes. a stools for my physics file. above my printer. above my bookshelf! OMG! HOW MESSY! u can imagine all this in the living room. btw if u don't noe me i study in my living room. cox everyone sleeping at night. i cant be disturbing them. SO I HAVE TO STUDY in the living room. and my best pal. the computer, tv set, radio, dvd set, kitchen is all in my reach without disturbing them. haha.

let me plan wat i want to clear. maybe i should keep my time magazine and reader digest into one box. which i need to clear in my room. then i take out my sec4 book. OH NO. this is a heavenly secert. i cleared them already but some are still useful ma. so that one.hmm... i there i tie them and try to stuff them in the box. and i gt many foolscape pad. for those who noe me i only use AZONE save the tress foolscape seldom see me change so if u see it. means i really changing. then i will use only one of the bigger hole to put my JC books. one small hole for my foolscape pad. the other 3hole. hmm.. one small hole for my notes. i mean; chem, math,. this two i don't have a file. then the big hole is for my physics and geo. i think i still can't stuff in. the GP! stuff in one small hole. then my bags? continue to let it onto my personal sofa. haha. okie! and the stool? hmm. i try to continue to put there i need alot of stuff. haha! then the small table? i think i will put some of my wallet, keys, hp there. haha. good. next time i draw a plastic patch. so i can put ice water there. great. tmr i just open this entry and i can start packing. haha. HOPE THEY GO MAHJONG! haha.

and guess what. i found out, my 2007 calander is already on top of my cpu. and guess what. oppo to it my bookshelf i am sticking a sec4e2 humanities supplementry dates, omg! HAHA! i live at which time? i shall throw that away tmr. haha. and i think i have too much thing. the more i see the more BOOK i become. haha. i already look like a walking bookworm. haha.

so tata. i plan finish and i shld arrange my results on the table. haha. goodnite. and it is already 2.24am! wat man. i just feel awake. but i need to sleep. too late! hhaa! tata

2006-12-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

SHIT you SHIT you SHIT you SHIT you.

I AM SUPER ANGRY! i hate you people seriously. ya someone coming to my hus tmr. use my computer and test the connection for my BROTHER COMPUTER!!!!! I HATE THEM I HATE THEM! I HATE THEM!

WHAT LA! if it is for my brother than WHY STILL want to use my COMPUTER!

ARGH!! don't talk to me about other stuffs. i not interested.

2006-12-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

Where is ben xiao jie de justice bao! TAHW AL! totally mad liao. they all go out buy thingy for their bao bei. and kelian de wo. still worrying abt the cost my spec. i getting super angry. ARGH!! GRRR.. no mood to do anything liao. feel just so injustice.

JUSTICE BAO! why you never seems to exisit. NOwonder i need a personal justicebao. he seems to be soooo busy. till he never came and help me get out of this trap. nt the viscious poverty trap, but! the viscious sibling trap. i cant take it. i only have one sibling. one only.one one one one one. and this is wat that one one one one one. did to me. so unfair. *gonna kill myself soon*

argh! i going to be mad le. ARGH! everything is affecting my mood! WHAT LA! WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT! argh! someone come here and give me kick. argh! GO AWAY

*this time is more of angry then upset. i going to strong.SO STRONG that i will nv be defeated.

2006-12-13T18:55:00.000+08:00

Woah! a few more pages to go.! haha.

i got this weird dream last night. seems that i really a weirdo. haha! okie. i not being myself today. cos i just dont wanna to be myself this moment. no one will understand why i don't like to be myself. but but but. i still love myself. very much. if u love me too. let shout! CHRISTINA! GO GO GO! that is super lame. -_-. hahaha, but i quite tired of life if u noe me. i different. very different from normal guys or girls. i just different. some differences no one will ever noe. even i don't noe it well.

*woots!* better come back to my senses before i go bonker of being different. i looking forward for our mini gathering cum bbq at rouqin condo soon. gonna see my friends. haha. dup. i just saw rq, xy that day. haha. i mean yesterday. xy call and ask me to go queentown. haha. then i accomapany her to return her work tag. hmm.. so we walk around queenway. there is my hus liao. i walk everything there liao. haha. no doubt. haha. but i just nt in the shopping mood. gonna buy my spec. i think cost abt $100+, since i still arguing with them i have to fork out my own money. ARGH!!! and i think i getting $50dollar more for christmas present. so my finacial status is still not bankrupt. i m still a alive. haha. shopping still cant kill me.

la la la la la la lalalala. i getting weird soon again. see me soon at IMH! BE THERE.

*there be problem i can't solve. but i just choose to ignore.

2006-12-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

miss me? i uploading this picture for you ppl who are dying to see me.

haha! this pic took quite long le. that day go out with rq. then we go changi airport to eat then take this pic one! kool right? hahaha! gt some cheap stuffs that day. happy? alright la. more happy that day cox while we are eating i think i wasn't really paying attention on the food. i was telling rq. hey. see there? nt bad hor. haha. she also agree with me. seldom this happen. but it reallie did. so this one is reallie nt bad. haha.

aiya. i am really bore. any nice topic to write? ohya. today i read the newspaper. my maid put it on the bed so i went to read it. haha. tycoon actually hire PIs to check on their daughter boyfriend isn't that ridiculous? just hope a tycoon come check on me. haha. cox they suspect i want to take their money and marry their son. haha. soon i think. haha. wait and see.

but guy huh. how desperate can they be. no offence to all of the guys. but those guys who really seduces women and take their money. so shamelss isn't it. why do guys have to cheat innocent woman. heng i smart enough nt to be cheated by heartless man. and i doubt they ever dare. i fierce enough! haha. so can i cheat on them? haha! just kidding. why must we cheat them in the first place? haha. ohya! this tycoon actually hire this PIs and they found out this guys actually go pub and initimate with woman there and he keep asking him for a job in one of his company. so fortune he found out the truth. if nt poor woman. argh! so i think woman should not get marry. even marriage is lie. how can love last for years, decades, or even some people say centuries. ur head la. either guys or girls want to take advantge. i just don't believe. and relationship can only last for 5years. or a little bit more than that. if u just see see look look. after 5years. what will happen? sure gt waves and storm. cox hormones stop producing and man, woman stop loving eachother.

no wonder people alway say. u marry to person u can tolerate most and not the person u love. haha. and guys alway put their first love in the first drawer. follow by career and then wife. omg! WIFE? 3rd? haha. i strongly encourage everyone to think carefully b4 u get marry. and i am not bias. woman alway wish their husband's last love is them. omg! is this possible? NO! no one live in a fairytale where only u and him live in this world. there will be days when guys see pretty woman walking on the street and develop love at first sight! pls la. even woman or auntie. xiao jie regardless who u are should have watch show. especially korea drama. which is so hot currently. why woman watch them. because. they gt the love at first sight feeling? RIGHT? aiyo. sure right! no doubts. and korea have more good looking people. haha. (my personal opinion).

so. love is nv long lasting. and i cant take it when i see couple separate and say they still love each other. haiya. u two are madly deeply in love. so suit wat ur hormones what u ppl to do. (i didn't meet s_x but to be together) why ponder so much. we live life only once. this once. ( that wat i was saying and i still wasting my time typing my opinion). haha. do whatever u want to do. just go for it. whether u reach ur goal or nt. just go go go. that my opinion. so whenever ppl aren't very willing to do stuff. i will just step up and do it. haha. live life just once. once only. no matter wat. i want my life to be colourful and fun.

aiyo. why i drift till there liao. haha. i was suppose to tok abt the news. haha! heartless man. i hate them all. haha. i just mean heartless man. so don get provoked. if u get then u implying u are the one i m referring to it? haha. from wat we had read from history, book, video.isn't guys supposed to be the heroic, rich, knight who will be there? omg! i noe centuries have passed. so woman now has become the heroic, rich , knight? haha! so i am one knight huh? haha. guys huh. not giving u ppl a lecture but just saying that should u all be that knight i read in childhood. and nt those heartless man who want to get hold of the inheritance of the tycoon. tsk! this kind of man. really disagrace. haha.

lets now not talk about man. let talk about. haiyo. i feel lke sleeping and i gt nth to tok about liao. just hope those man who cheat on woman. pls wake up, so we woman are the subs. of u being a knight? *roar out with laughter*

*p/s. i appear at the wrong time. place. person. 在我想你的时候出现，我就会慢慢的学会忘记你。(he is still so sweet, yubin you chose the correct person le!)

2006-12-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

*sweeten* good to see u change

hahaha! my korean drama is over. O-V-E-R. yeah! haha. yu-bin at last with mr prince. haha. she realise she lke the both of them but i think after pondering much. she choose to leave batman and ta ta. she with the prince. so sweet. haha! the prince go go go!

omg. just remind me of my maddness during the attachment. haha. i was doing my presentation with lah leh lor. and the worst is my usuage of GO GO GO!

*i then don want to go out with them. they going out to see my grandma. i still angry. call me xiao qi or wat i just dislike their attitude for being so bias. i really cant take it when i see them being so loving and me a outcast. is being nt naturally smart a problem or WAT?! stoppppp! i better stop b4 my temper come up again.

okie return to my own story. haha. i really just hope i could be the only person who can doesn't care abt others. i wan to live in my own world. haha. wat nonsense. others dream to be in a fairytale i dream to live alone. that me. at that point when i really live alone. i can really make all my dream come true.

woot! but nt bad huh. aiyo. the show start liao. tata.

2006-12-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

* omg! i am once again sweeten by my korean drama.

haha. nt forgetting. it is already so late and i am still blogging. haha! going out tmr and i still blogging. haha! nvm. just get used to it. just feel alittle afraid. haha. and can wait for my dad to come home. i think he went out somewhere to play. haha! he think he is still young huh? haha.

okie! since i guess once again. nt many ppl lke to listen to my korean drama. haha. i mean listen to wat i want to say. haha! so i guess i would rather type it out. haha.

this story right? is toking abt this girl. " Yu-bin" she like one guy call batman. haha. batman name is "chengjun" haha. she an lian this guy very long liao. alway go to the guy office to see him. cox she make sandwich one. so every morning will deliever the sandwich to his office. haha. then one day her mom arrange one xiang qing for him. she huh. so naughty run away. cox she won tickets to japan. so in the end she didn't saw the guy. who noe right! the guy is batman. haha. so wasted. but she went to japan. she act as japanese. then accidently the prince(*opp i forgot his name) haha. the prince also something lke fall in love with her. want to play play with her. ohya! the prince isn't those prince la. the prince is the son of someone who owns many resort. very rich. haha. then she huh. u noe la. lke normal show. don lke this guy and show violent. but also treat his very well. haha.

then she return to korea. after she return to korea. she realise that batman want to hire a secta. for his work. this girl got into the interiew. but then she was discovered that she is a fake la. lke fake her stuff cox the position need 2year experience. haha. she very embarassed and upset. that her first impression to the batman wasn't good. and batman each crush her paper. too angry. ( batman is those ppl very stern, serious in work, which makes him super attractive, i was quite glue to the show cox of his attitude) haha. then this girl went to another session of matchmark which is lke a second chance cox she nv meet the guy that time she went to japan. ho ho ho. she meet batman. she still dont noe that he is actually the guy she meeting. then she hide here and there to aviod embarassment. but in the end. she went to the side to call the guy. then she realise the person is BATMAN! hahaha. super pai seh. then batman u noe la. he lke drink coffee there blah blah. haha. than i think she actually thought her wish was gone cox the guy need to leave for a meeting. then this call from the hp right. is a business thingy for the guy. so he need to bring a girl lo. haha. then ask her. haha. then the two of them went to meet the client. haha.

they smash the phone to show that the phone was good. haha. so weird. then the guy ask her to meet him on wednesday. then hor. she huh. try pondering whether is it giving her the job. so she went to another interview to her dream job. to become a GO. GO is lke the person in a resort introduce stuff. then she get in. who noe the prince kick her out cox he want to show her some colour. haha. then she went on wed. wa seh, she gt the job. haha. so good hor. haha. but is one week only la. haha. then that week. she lke everyday peep the guy, accompany the guy till late night. then the guy gt one time still leave her alone in the road!!! how can lke that. then the girl call and scold batman. haha. then on the last day. he ask this girl to a ball. ohya! during that one week. she huh. make a lot of mistake . then the prince noe she lke the guy then ask her to go steady with him in front of batman. still gt purposely every hour give her stuff. haha. then on the last day.! they girl saw the prince on the ball. he came to make her. haha. this girl really cant take it. ask batman cox he say no need her le. then she ask him back " as a secta. i noe i no good. but what do u think of me as a woman" OMG! this scene i reallie admire this girl braveness. the batman is really those guy u noe will reject her one. his attitude is bad. he don't smile. he look proud. then the guy just walk away. so malu huh she. haha.

then this girl by the help of her frene she can go bali le. do her GO! haha. her dream. so she went. haha. the prince also went. who call him sack the girl then the father angry ask him go there to become GO also. haha! then he went too lo. haha. the guy continue to make fun of her. but we all noe la. he lke this girl one ma. haha. then at bali this guy do everything to catch her attention and they become lke siao ppl. haha. the guy alway try his best to bully the girl. haha.
then one day! cox of batman proj he need to come bali the same resort for work!!! the girl actually shock to see him. somemore she is the one we help him wear the flower. haha. omg! it is lke so malu again. she try to favour him. then can sense that he somehow gt feeling toward her le. then the prince jealous then also go disturb the guy then they fight blah blah. haha. then one day gt one underage guy go to the girl's room then u noe.. blah blah. then the management noe it even the mother. haha. then come and pull her hair. so yuan wang. then she super sad cox she have to leave as the underage one say is she seduce him. walau. then the batman try to cheer her up.

they went to the street walk. haha. so sweet righT? haha. i noe it is kinda of weird when i say i it sweet. but it really sweet. batman is those guy who is so cold that i nv see b4. haha. then when they come back on the beach the guy said " remember that time, you ask me what do i think of u as a woman? i will answer u now" then so sweet. they kissed on the beach. haha. so romantic. then the prince. so yuan wang. go find the guy and make him confess the truth. then he went to tell the girl but the girl is determine to go back to seoul with batman le. sian sian. but he found out that his dad is actually the prince dad. so they share a dad!!! omg! wat a show. then he cant take it. rush back to seoul with his mom. and he want the girl to forget him. because he noe his brother lke the girl. so haix.... he went back to seoul and leave the girl heartbroken.

the girl's heart was slowly heal by the prince when he invite her family to bali. then the prince dad sudden sick then ask him back to mange the seoul resort. then he ask all the crew back to seoul to work for him because of the girl. then one day the mom came and look for the girl. tell her the truth why he leave. so sad right? she keep crying. she noe this kind of thing is so hard to expect.then her mom ask her to leave cox she noe now the brothers both also lke her. then so sad sia she. she went to see batman last time. tell batman. why she named her that and tell her she will nv think of him blah. then she meet prince to play with him one day. so sad right? haix. the next day she left for da xi yang. then no ppl can find her. so sad. the prince so ganchiong. so desperate keep crying. then the batman can see he look weird.

then batman went to the company to do his work. his first task is to go to da xi yang to do some marketing. at there he meet the girl. then the prince also went there. but at last she chose. her favourite BATMAN! wootS! cheer. haha. but the prince super sad. keep crying. very sad. then he finally cant take it. he want to see the girl. so he went back to seoul. then saw them together. their dad was ill. very ill. he noe wat happen then ask the prince to forget. but he cant. so the father ask batman and her to get marry. omg! that scene right. actually i reallie lke the batman one. but i see him so kelian. see his contribution. see him kneeling down to plead his dad not to do this. why is he doing this.

*haix.. i only watch till here. the show is going to finish soon. see i told u ppl liao rite? the show is nice. very nice. then he said to the girl. 早知道当初你会走，我就会对你好一个点!!! i watch till here only!! so exciting but it is getting late and i am really tired cox of my own problem. this show make me feel so mix up. i lke the batman those kind of ppl but the prince really deserve yubin. if me huh? i also nt sure who i choose but up till this time. i really lke the batman. capable. those kind of attitude i like but i noe i lke cox it is on the show. haha. if really one day fall in love with this kind of ppl. then chan liao. cant cant cant. haha. abused me. haha!

kk. i will stop here. it is 2.05am! and i need to wake up early tmr. plus i really feel nt good. haha!

*i feel that i like korean plus good looking plus tall plus etc. korean drama really nice.

2006-12-06T16:49:00.000+08:00

* i thought i forget my password.

i wanna cut my hair till shoulder length and don't tie. haha. changing a spec too. haha! that is my goal for next year. hahaha! i m changing image. melissa, joyce they said that my image does'nt suit me. haha. really. i am sure sure sure. haha. i going change. fan zheng i also a xiao ren wu. change liao ppl also don noe. why nt try change. haha

i growing fatter. yesterday we went sakae yesterday. omg! is FULL. hahaha. then gastric at night cox i nv eat till 3pm. haha. no no no. hahaha. nvm la. long long one time. haha.

la la la la la la. i want to cheer! cox i have new plans for my image. woohoo! pls tell me whether shld i cut anot. haha.

p/s: i getting better. haha. cox i have other things to think about. yeah!
cut short cut short cut short.~ woots! RouQin must tell me where u wanna cut hor! haha. ask me along~ haha.

2006-11-29T22:26:00.000+08:00

no one can understand how i feel now. i feel lke i living in the ancient period where boys are superior than girls.

*just shut up, i hate myself living at this house*

actually i controlled myself by nt blogging but i really cant stand it. my anger just wont go even after 4days! imagine how UNHAPPY i am, imagine how much anger is in me. usually if i am angry i will angry like one day the next day just act act angry only. but this time!!!! it just wont go away. i just feel lke leaving my hus for good.

*ireallyhatelivinghere,pleasepleasebringmeaway*

how much of this kind of attitude my parents can give. ya ya. u all have u beloved son, so clever. PSLE no study much also can get 241. ya. go hug him la. do whatever u all want. i just cant stand it. when he gt a 3G phone and i using my V3 and K700i. i just sooo angry. partially cox i am jealous and the big thing that make me super angry is what my parent say to me.

*on last saturday*

Dad: This phone i decide to give ur brother for next year use( N73) ( everything plus together bluetooth(which i myself doesn't even have)) it cost total of $400+.

Christina: Not fair. he sec one next year and he is using a better phone than his sister? so bias.
Mommy help me, so injustice. since he gt phone le, no need play my com liao(super angry)

Mommy: Nevermind. i going to buy a computer for him during dec or alittle later. (WHAT LA, the next dagger stab into my heart) He deserved it, he got good result( which is purely on intelligent. he didn't really study for his examinaton except IN FRONT of my mom, too act)

Christina: What?!?!?! i study even harder than him, i sleep everyday like over 12 or 1+ 2+ just to finish up my work.

Mom: *she choose to ignore my and keep smiling to brother*

WHAT LA! ( now i super dupper angry. they buying sushi and i don even want to go there and choose. i called clarence in NTUC! tell him i gt the same fate as him.) then i lke going to start cry cox i feel SERIOUS injustice had been done. then i sms lihui. i think my dad notice the different in me. when i really get angry i really different from others. others get angry lke very fast. i get angry super slow. i can nag u abit then start to scold. then my face will turn super black and i will keep quiet for hours. then he try to talk and ask me to go choose the sushi. i was too angry even my favourite sushi i don even want to eat.

omg! then i cant control in the car liao. start crying. and my dad even scold me! U have ur phone le, he sound like so fierce. make me cry even more bitterly. then they say want to send me to guitar!?!?! UR HEAD! i will never ever let someone i angry to send me to somewhere. i rather walk also don want them to send me. then i run up to the block. saw someone familar in the lift* paiseh*. then i ran home. took my guitar and run out. they still think i want them to send me? NEVER!

angrily i walk to the community center. try to calm down. tell lihui the whole story and i start crying again. so angry. no one understand and people don concern. (heng lihui and clarence know how i feeling and they also feel injustice for me) aiya. i am strong enough to face all this. this is not the first time i experience injustice. that time he bought his gameboy advance, i feel so injustice too! WHAT LA! i really very hardworking le. i do all my work. i ask people to help me in my studies. i try to improve. i try to find marks for my papers! WHAT MORE I CAN DO TO IMPROVE. i know my GP is alway so bad. sometime i feel guilty i will read read some stuff. I DID ALMOST ANYTHING JUST TO MAKE MY GRADES IMPROVE. THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL KNOW I REALLY PUT IN ALL THIS EFFORTS! i am nt naturely smart. i need more time to understand concepts. i cant concentrate for a long time. i get bore studying. but i still persists sometime just to get the result and show them i can do it too. but they just don apperciate what i have done.

* ya! i want to get a bookshelf* where is it now? tell me! i only wanted a bookshelf to put my books there. and where is it? tell me. i don ask like a 3G phone for me too. a little bookshelf may please me awhile even though it is still not fair. he get something that's for entertainment and i just want that shitty bookshelf. and where is it please? where?!?! nowhere. i arranging this books so i can find them easily and it helps my work to be done more effective. ohx.. they purposely want to deter me from studying effective or wat? ya! their son can do so well. even if i jump down the building now. i think they wont make a funeral for me. nvm. just let me rot, anywhere in the forest or wat.

argh! feeling a little better after scolding all this out again. but i said tonnes of time. just that this anger just will be there. i am really super hurt by their action once again. not that i m trying to gain any attention or wat. i just want them to know that u all are already very bias during my childhood year. do u know they don beat my brother as often as they beat me? wat la. i think i a beast in the hus rather than their child. omg! i getting angry angry angry. so not fair. i once remembered someone told me when he saw me crying, *forget who is it* Cry also no use one, u just have to pick urself up. no people will stop them* ya! i realise i have been picking myself up after so many times. nt once. nt twice. is many time.

and i think they have been feeling guilty! my dad gave me $50 and mom $30 just for the attachment i going. i just feeling returning the money and say no need. thank. i USED TO PICK myself up after deeply hurt by u ppl. and i only use $10 to top up because i need to go attachment there. the rest of the money i going to buy a jacket. not going to ask money from them. i dislike them for being so bias. i hate guys at this very moment. especially smart guys! WHAT LA! omg. but nt my friends la. haha. just those smart guys, who their parent is alway so bias to them. argh!

find me my justice bao. i want justice to be done. i want them to know how bias they are. and i want him to tell them it is not my fault for not being smart. don blame me. i try my very best to be smart lke my other cousins. but the truth is i can nv perform as good as them. i am born to be a slow understanding person. i need coaching and people to explain to me.

*going off. find me a better place. i wish to leave.

2006-11-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

* i dying soon.
* am i getting old or what? Why are I not that HIONG nowaday. since i m still angry. i shld nt have came home so early each day. but nonetheless i still prefer staying at home despite me in my own bedroom.
where is my du yi wu er de fighting spirit? i m still finding my spirit. haha. *ling ling ling* * tian ling ling de ling ling, Christina de soul where are you* i m gone. somewhere i don noe where i am heading.

*pick me up~ now. and i mean now~ i am so dead.

2006-11-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

yoyo. miss me in this hours? haha. *cross finger* hope i don get lost tmr. haha. i print out the bus thingy. i brought the street directory. i guess i m the weirdest person of all walking in a deserted area this morning with a book on my hand. haha.

alright. last week wasn't my week. some others might be good but nt me. but too bad. i just feel lke everything is going to the past. lke can't forward life. really can't i think i stuck in my childhood. ARGH! just! where is MR BAO, please do justice for me! i really feel unfair. i really feel lke beating someone up. *opps* i am supposed to be gentle from that day onward. i trying. haha. trying real hard. but i nt gentle mehx. * cut off those memories when i start beating ppl up* i quite alright? *opps* forget again. i super duper fierce just lke a eating some one up. *gonna Control* haha.

i feel lke buying a jacket! really! haha. hmm.. either the one i saw in heereen or the converse one. but the one i saw in heereen is much stylish. and it is PURPLE! haha. cool right and that design is nt common. haha. my kind of love. haha. buy me that and i will let u have a dinner with me. provided u pay the money and transport there* cab* omg. when have i become so *#$*@*$ but too bad it is just so me. haha alright buy me the jacket. haha.

and i am starting to quit liking to see clothes shld go town more often to relive this belief. haha. but i think i lke technology stuff now more. let see what i want : thumbdrive( CANT IMAGINE! someone so irritating nv return it to me! ), bread toaster( i don lke my hus toaster oven), mini iron is super cute, DVD set just for myself, a CAMERA i want to have it, a portable DVD player, handphone( my brother getting a 3GGGGGG phone) , a 20"inch moniter, mp3 player, headset, more batteries, actually i want everything. haha! clothes? let me see first. haha. ohya! i saw one pretty fury poach today. is very cute.. cost less then $7? i think so. haha. then i saw a nike bag. haha. omg! wat i was think. i m nt millionair daughter. ohya! i noe wat i really want! Xbox, psp, ps2 all the game stuff.. i getting bore nowaday. haha. anything more? aiya. i want everything i can get in this world. haha. sunglasses! haha.

STOP me from my nonsense. haha. kk back to my reality life. haha. i am confused about the route i want to go. being a teacher seems fun. i mean socially. hmm.. let me think abt it ba. but i think still NOOOOO.. faster find me a ambitious if nt i going to start pestering ppl. haha!

ohya! i gt the tablet le. haha! cute~ haha. cant install anything. only copy~ haha. i really go to bed soon. keep yawning none stop.
i feel detach from this world. bring me back if u see me wondering around can? i don seems to belong here anymore. i becoming weird. i drifting away from crowds from fun. just want to rest. haha. am i getting any illness or i just lazy or it is part of growing up? tell me if u got an answer! haha.

i am an alien from outer space. call me tcrihiasn. haha. or GNAFIL. hahaa!

*bring me away from Earth. i live in the mars.

2006-11-27T17:58:00.000+08:00

* i am actually resting.

haha. i think i gonna rest after blogging. haha. one week nv blog. in order to keep this alive i better blog. haha..

this few day i am SLACKING and watching show from u-tube. soo tired. make me so tired. haha..

kk1 i think i gonna stop here and wait for my new post. it gonna be fast. miss me.

2006-11-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

wooots! i m backie. haha. yesterday me go see rouqin the Paint the dustbin competition( sound weird but it is really there) at lot1 shopping mall. haha! then we go walk walk. omg. we lke return to the past. so long ever since we went shopping * too busy* the both of us. then we walk around lot 1. then her parent came. and me follow them go eat dinner again. so paiseh. haha. but rouqin say nvm haha. cox i always eat with their family. haha. * she put her hp there* haha. i think she taking back today. haha. then i went to her hus. omg! it is lke years ever since i went to their hus. haha. no la.. just months. haha. then play play. hang out with rq and wq. haha!

*how to stop liking something?

tell me an answer can? haha. i dont care. i going stop all my nonsense now. haha.

2006-11-18T18:38:00.000+08:00

WOOTS! i m back from my class chalet. yeah! i love 12B. haha, but innova make it nt perfect cox we need to go to SCHOOL for lesson. haha. i was like almost sleeping there le.! haha. especially the GP lesson! haha. the teacher was quite irritating u see! haha!
then first day we gt nothing better to do! haha. just toking, slacking, see billy,katat,kelvin, jianwen, linkai play pool. haha. is there all? i think so. then gt some 12A ppl there. haha.. so many classes gt chalet as the same time and innova still wanna put lesson on that week. haha. ohya. then guanhan and desmond go play Xbox(NBA). haha. then me,lihui,daphne,clarence,huiyang were drifting here and there to see the both group playing. haha. shujuan, zhongxun, xinfang, vincent were slacking back at the chalet. playing laptop. haha. then after the pool we went to the xbox shop to see the two of them playing. haha. then the whole class went to eat dinner! hahaha. haha. we really take a long time to eat dinner u see. haha! we are the weirdo. that day was superrrr fast. then we are back at the chalet. Watch SuperStar with ppl there. haha! haha. me huh? still the same like to laugh at people even though i noe i shld nt haha. =X haha.

haha1 so fun fun! haha. then at night we start to say ghost story and heard that gt ppl drunk in 12G. haha. then the ghost story huh. i was sooo fortunate. cant really remember all the storys. might recall just somethine related pop out! haha! haha. then i guess most of them was'nt really freak out! haha! just very enthu in saying. haha. then we went to sleep. i actually was sleeping on the 2nd floor but hor cant really sleep. maybe too cold. haha. then i went downstair. try to sleep. then saw then back from the cheer(nv open) then dap came down i slept on her tummy and her back. haha. then i reallie start sleeping on the first floor. haha. when i woke up. i think i saw linkai,guanhan,desmond, jianwen, vincent(just woke up), kelvin(woke up), lihui asking me to go and change to school, daphne(changing), huiyang ( changing), shujuan( waken), ZhongXun ( waken)

hahaha! then we flew off to school. haha! ( SCHOOL)

then we are back. then change and go eat. see them play pool and stuff. and go SKATING! haha. some of my ice-skating skill does help. haha. then i was still struggling u see. haha! nice nice! haha. then we went back. some of those guys are already starting the fire for BBQ! haha. then we started to BBQ. actually i was really bore at first. so i went out and help haha. so help them to put butter. haha. 12B ppl is so fortunate. due to the heat. i have a Chicken drumstick on my arm now. ALRIGHT this is superrrr lame. haha. then we start bbq. and katat tell us his ghostly encounter. haha. then mr ang came. woots! more stories. freak me out. toTALLY. then after bbq. guess wat more ppl came. Jinlong, fangwen(back from F5), hanmun, chandra, jacob, xinfang( already there), lifeng, Youying, biyong i think that all? haha. nt sure. but shld be this. haha.

so took pictures and LOTS OF PICTURES! COOL! haha. superrr funny. gonna upload it on friendster. see it soon there when i get those pictures. haha. nice nice. then slowly ppl left after that me lihui daphne jianwen katat clarence we wanted to go out. but so smelly how to right? haha. then i reallie don lke to bath first so, so sorry to jianwen to go first. haha! then we went downtown. very late le. and XX came. haha. then we first go to down town. they came and meet us. haha. at mac. all the shop closed! haha. it is EERRIEEE there. .haha.

then i went to sleep la. haha. i think. i was first to sleep. haha. i slept at the first floor. haha. then went i woke up i saw daphne, vincent, jianwen, desmond, linkai, guanhan, katat. all sleeping. haha. hey hey hey. i was'nt last to wake up! haha. then we took our HEAVY BAG! and left for school. haha.

SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP in school.

* i love 12B. no matter wat happen we are still friends. with u people around alevel's seems to easier.

2006-11-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

omg! i think i like the channel U new show. nice nice. so many actors and actress i like. haha! WOOTS! love it man! haha. and is about plane. too bad i does have a perfect eye sight! IF NOT I want to be a PILOT! woots. so nice. omg. just feel so good after watching the FEI SHAN YUN SIAO! haha.

haha. sometime hongkong show is as good as korea show. i mean the story line. so sweet. haha. is very REAL! but also can imagine. so SWEET! haha.

Anymore for me to update?

i find this thingy quite true : Everything have an ending. Just that when is the ending? Some prefer Things to end fast while others hope to take more time.

For me? i prefer? hmm.. half half. but i want torture to end. END BA END BA! haha.
then happiness. for me huh. happiness don really last that much. haha. may be cox i quite forgetful so happiness for me huh? as long as ppl by my side keep reminding me. then i will remember. haha.

i ponder abt some stuff recently. don noe is too much time or wat. i though of like errr.. do we live life because we want to be happy? then why are there so many regrets?
this is true right? no ppl can deny. no peopple out there will live life without regrets. haha. me. i live life with too much regrets le. just that i don wanna care about them. haha! and right now. after thinking much. i think my regrets can build up into a mountains. with too many sighs and blah. imagine a mountain name Christina's Sigh. won't it be noisy. haha!

woots! and i was talking to XY that day. haha. then i realise. woots! i think the whole grp of 6/4 2001 is like fated. dont u think so? me and rouqin and XY. the fate never seems to end. haha! they are those weirdo i ever know but i m also a weirdo myself. with anger SHOOTER. and XY the trouble-SHOOTER and rouqin. the ulimate Slient-SHOOTER. ohya! nt forgetting. Mr LOH MING JIE and Anthea and Kunjie and etc.. haha. all of us have the siao attitude. MAYBE the whole gang shld just acknowledge us as the WEIRDO primary school frene. haha!
PS: don denied u are nt weird. haha! cox we are all WEIRD!
omg. count myself lucky to find my weird but interesting frene.

opps. i have been thinking too much recently. haha! TOO MUCH! TOO MUCH! hahaha. TIME TOO MUCH LIAO =) haha. but i gain alot of things too. haha. just sharing with u wat are my thoughts nowaday. more thoughts are behind but it is kinda of personal stuff. i not willing to share too. haha! keep it ALL back to myself. haha. * hehe. no one also wants to listen right?* haha. still too personally i like to keep. and hide till the day i forget. haha

kk i going off. hahaha.

2006-11-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

ARGH!! unlucky 13 for me again. it is 13/11/06! boring. make me gt six sense. sooooo weird.. just feel that this 6sense wont go away so soon. alway around this time i will feel it, i mean nowaday only. sooooo eeeeerriiiieeee.... so scary.
so weird too. this feeling just cant stop. guess that DA ZAI NAN IS COMING!

2006-11-11T18:55:00.000+08:00

2006-11-11T18:17:00.000+08:00

Woots! i m back. haha! anyone missed me? haha. sure to someone who will. haha! omg! i just cant stop my bu yao lian act. haha.

OHYA! guess how long i slept yesterday? haha. is supppperrrrrrr long. accept i wake up and sms lihui. haha. i slept at abt 6pm and wake up at 11.30pm to sms lihui! then i continue to sleep till this morning. 10.30pm.! omg! it is 16hours!!! MY NEW record this year. what make me so tired? haha. i dont know? cant be I&R. cox I&R isnt as stressful as PI or other PW thingy. but sure. at the last day of PW i JING RAN sleep le 16HOURS! omg! it is CRAZY! this marks the end of pw. hmm.. did i tok abt pw? nope right?

haha. just some advice for those who want to go jc. and who will be taking pw.

first: ACCEPT all the stress. no point alway saying. stress. give up pw. haha. all those we have gone thru this stage noe. alway when u feel hopeless u still have to pick urself up and continue on the journey. no point keep moaning. AT LAST, work is still more important than anything.

next, trust ur group members. there will be times when EVEYONE are not willing to talk to each other. even if ur best friend is in the same group as you. anyone will argue. anyone. but at last all this arguement will bring ur relationship a step further. no matter wat. ur grp mates are the ones who care most abt u and ur project. so don give up because without everyone. the project wont be completed.

haha. lastly enjoy those day when u do pw. even if it is a torture. u still have to take it! because. the marks is WITHIN you. haha. love ur grp mates. haha. this will make everything end sooner. haha.

alright! END! advices for pw.

haha. i guess this pw journey was tough for me. sleeping late. worries. haha. but afterall everything has ended. just find myself gt nothing to do nowaday except playing games all day long. haha. and not forgetting i keep on SLEEPING! haha.

aiyo. this holiday. have class chalet. don really look forward lke i look forward b4. BECAUSE i need to go to school for extra lesson. so suay. SOO SUAY! GP remedial. more sian. nvm la.. gt lihui with me. hahaha. i rather follow her to those lectures. rather than staying in the chalet. cant imagine. i stay there. like the escape thingy. no no.. i want to follow her.

nowaday i have been thinking alot. too much i think. i feel rather unhappy by something. sometimes this thoughts make me don wanna speak. haha. when have i become so emotional nowaday. so weird. but i still have to think. because. sometimes this thoughts fill me and make me angry. like i ever regretted doing all those stuff just for someone. maybe this is just life. i noe i cant return to those day and i shld have done so much stuff for that person. but nvm. just buy myself a lesson. and i guess i am nt as willingly to give in. and i realise i nothing to the person. so let just go back and be NORMAL or even lesser than normal friend. <>

alright. i noe after that person read this messge the person will feel what the hell i did not do anything . but i LOST COMPLETE trust in you. if u feel that i m in wrong for posting this post. then suit urself. i doubt u ever feel this. becox u alway feel that u are right? when u are not. i don noe how to determine if u are lying. but too bad. i noe u are nt right. and i will continue to feel this. just wait for my brain cell to die. and i hope i never get to knew what happen exactly.

alright ending this section le.

haha! lihui lihui how come nv reply my message yet. continue to wait for her. haha. at least i feel that she is worth more to wait for her reply. at least she wont be late and she noe how i feel right now. nvm. i call her.. haha. SEE! call her i noe she nt purposely don want to reply me. she bathing. haha! noe that at least she there.

haha. kk end my post here. update with u ppl again if i m back to my usual self. nvm. let me post a IJ037 pic. before i end this post. haha!

2006-11-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

WOOTS! OP= DONE! yeah! no more project work except I&R~ haha. complete it and hand it over! haha. then pw= done. haha.

OHYA! how my life. still as sloggy and boring. nothing much thrill my life. haha. except going out each day. i want to stay and home and sleep. haha. and i guess my pw grp is still the best. haha! elaborate next time. this time i blog just to keep this blog alive. haha!

btw. between true and untrue. who are u?

nahx. i prefer true.

wat i wanna update lehx? nt much at time pt of time. except my tummy is super pain nowaday. guess that my stomach cant take stress. haha.

*PROMOTED

2006-10-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

Woots! it has been so long since i blog? haha. nt sure. just feel lke i wasnt blogging that other time.. told u ppl liao. my temper is no good. then u all just pretend it is nt me k? haha!!!

yox! let me tok abt bird park! but i cant upload pic! COX PPL LKE mr clarence too much. once i upload. i scare ppl KEEP saving his picture and make it into a game of darts! haha!! so nvm. tell u ppl want i did! haha! me and lihui went to the planting thingy. haha!! HARD WORK MAN!!! so tiring. btw. i now in a very nervous mood. sian alway lke this dont noe why also. haha! nvm continue with the planting thingy. plucking weeds and we are nt actually working just bring the bag around and WOOTS! slacking all around! my kind of job! haha.

that just abt that. and i think we ate ben and jerry. nt going to elaborate. i don lke the staff there! hahaha! SKIP!!!

weekend! hmm.. also slacking around! haha! watch world trade and death note! woots! i love KIRA! haha! and i feel so bore now.

see you ppl again!

yox! i m back! haha! I M OVERWHELMED! GUESS WAT !!! 12B will be using air-con room the whole year next year!!! our class was selected to join the tablet pc thingy!!! woohoo!!! it is everyone effort!! i guess everyone in 12B went online and vote ! haha!! so happy! it make my day! haha! and i told my dad. he gt no sense of joy so no ppl is sharing this joy and excitement with me. he still pour cold water. then i told him so we change the cable to wireless? then he say. alright? anything. since ur brother will be buying a new com! i was like !! WAT! a new com for him and i wasnt inform? how can lke that? they think wat. nv seek my opinion. tsk tsk. just lke the passage we do today. PARENTS cant hurt their child.

i tok lke i nt their child. so nvm. haha! so i realise. my wireless plan will work soon!! but i gt this PROBLEM!! i dont noe my com internet password. nvm i think i going to change plan for internet and everything else so nvm! haha! HAPPY! hahaha

and so come OP! i need to hide my hand. they are moving too fast!

2006-10-22T01:07:00.000+08:00

HATE IT! i having this very mood now! cox i mentally cant bath and my whole body is lke so itchy!!! ARGH!!! angry! i angry with the whole family again. when do they ever consider my presence or m i a stranger or wat?

firstly i want to bath and sleep and so that i can wake up and go to leader hus to do proj and GUESS wat happen. when i go and take my cloth i saw someone going in to the toliet and SHIT! WAT THE HELL LA! u want me yuan bath yuan smelly huh? irritating! PISS OFF! so here m i typing all my anger OUT!!!!!!!!

I NOT GOING TO BATH!!! ARGH!!! all cox of someone! SOmEONE! irritating! and how can i sleep when my whole bath itch!? ARGH! DAMN IT!

and guess wat i have this arguement with my mom today!ya! i force her to popular with me and my family. so that i can buy my photo paper! THEN SHE SO unwilling but in the end. i force her to go!!! and she start to say in the car. cox u noe my dad is a risky driver. rash and mad. so he nearly knock another car which is also rash! ARGH!! then she start saying. it will be ur fault if anything happen cox u wanted to go out first. and i say FINE let go home then. then i kept super quiet don WANT TO TOK TO ANYONE! then i was thinking. ya! U DADDY AND UR FINE LITTLE SON will not be hurt. i get killed can liao. since i also don feel lke living. so hard life. i HATE STUDYING! and she said me whether my dad want to pay for me? i don even feel lke answering her. i walk away! HAH! hate it with she alway feel that she BIG AND I DEPEND ON HER!!! KILL ME NOW! i don want to live! and i guess as usual my brother lke to mix with my mom. don noe y!?!?!!!?!? yalor! COX HE MOMMY'S BOY! mommy lke clever boy don lke me! STUPID GIRL!

ya lor.who will lke this stupid girl who never pass her GP who need to put in 2X the effort of study! don ever feel lke toking to her.! and guess wat. i heard the toliet flush in the room! so my dream of going into to the room of at LEAST wipe myself is GONE! i HATE TO GO TO TOLIET WHEN PPL GO IN FIRST! i noe this is a weird habit and i very ba dao. but this is just a habit i have! except when i NEED TO RUN or chiong to the toliet.

this entry might be insensible but who care man? who care abt me. ARGH!!!! kill me la.. i reallie feel lke leaving this earth for good! btw cant reallie tok abt school or happy thing! I M ANGRY! SUPER ANGRY!!! argh!!! STILL ANGRY!!!

thank daddy for toking to me! ARGH!! i knew it. alway me and mom argue he also accompany me! COX MY MOM will alway have my brother to be with her! WTH ! kiss her all u want! i feel lke dying. use all ur smart brain cell and faster grow up. support the whole family if u want to. then kill me and u have ur own stuff. no need to listen to my command and suit my demand. the computer will alway be with u! no more no more! i had enff!!!!!!! ARGH!! going out tmr early! don feel lke staying at home!

p.s to mumu. YA YA!! miss those KFC we alway go! hahaa!!!

p.s to rouqin. getting well soon i guess.

2006-10-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

wat am i doing here despite having a very bad feeling.

it is not my day! how come lke forever not my day? ever since i step into innova. nth seems right. i mean seriously. i m ALWAY tired. ALWAY i mean.
haix. when will this stop?!?!? i want to wake up in the morning and say! woots! start of the days! and nt. can i have more MORE sleep.

my average time to go to bed is 1am in the morning. mean i only sleep 5hours! PER DAY! sian more sian. and during exam i sleep almost at 2am PER DAY! more sian! I NEED TO SLEEP!!! I WANT TO COMA AND NT TO AWAKE! let me sleep. sleep is all I WANT!

haix.. so hurt today. but i took a token back from sport school! hahha!!! GOOD! nt telling anyone. haha.

i want to save at draft now! sian. blog later

i m back! woohoo! see take me alot of time to blog because i lke erm. slacking.. haha! just lke i said i wanna sleep. so i start sleeping lke 11 PER day since that day i blog except yesterday! cox i playing game! woohoo! haha. YEAH! support me and QIN. WE WILL BE SELLING food i think! HAHAHA! while other are trying to work that month and earn money! i gonna earn my money ON just one DAY! haha! hope everything went sucessful! haha! SUPPORT US at gulin view! haha!

continue to save as draft

woohoo! reallie take me DAYS to just finish this! haha. ohya! today! wake up is lke 12.30pm? IS IT same? haha.. nvm . i no mood again. see u ppl again.

kk! i really came back again! omg! my gastric today is lke BOOM! but nt lke that time heng heng. haha. so i just came home and fall asleep. wootS! after i wake up. feel much better! refresh. nt as pain le. WAHAHAHA! i think i getting mad. taking GP paper tmr. and i just feel so hopeless.

really wat the point of me taking the paper when i feel that i cant even pass. haix.. nvm la. life like this, we just have to accept it. how my result? alright almost all went down. but i count myself to be lucky le. just that LIFE IS NEVER FAIR! we nv get wat we sow. ARGH!!! just feel lke scolding. some might be disappointed! BUT ME TOO!!! i studied chem like siao. REMEMBER all the reaction. and at last. nvm la. went WAY BELOW wat i expection. don tell me that u put in more effort. i nv see that. TO YOU! i might be alway just so calm. just that i control. ARGH! angry. i just don like looking at ppl feeling injustice! WHEN i AM TRYING TO CONTROL EVERYTHING INSIDE MYSELF!!!

and geo. haha. cheer me up! i m the luckiest PERSON! haha. didnt reallie study geo. haha! really. b4 the exam. mermorise the last part and HENG HENG come out. actually i don even understand wat the qns want! i just VOMIT wat i read. haha. and that all.

I m battling with this life. i want to get out of it. isnt it so unfair? nth fair. only i portray those attitude that i don care. nt that i don care. just that why i care so much? just making myself sound so pity. for wat! haha. i rather be like omg. nvm la. try again next time. this is wat i told myself time after time after time. see this kind of learning i think i better! haha.

2006-10-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

woots! anyone misses me? i came back with a tough FIGHT will promotion exam!HAHAHAHA! and i m still alive! WOOTS! love it! WOOTS! omg. this period of time is hell. weeks b4 ur promo. watch tv= hybrising with subjects. today? PW! but most of them is lke CRAPPING! pokemon. sian 1/2! haha. but nvm! since we will be off soon by PROMO! haha. YEAH YEAH YEAH! everything was quite alright EXCEPT of the never passable GP and the worrying physical geo that i never get to understand. haha. nvm i better in MNCs and TNCs, MEDCs. LEDCs. NIEs, FDI, HDI, woohoo. this sounds scary right? but no fear. logic is here. haha! love human geo for the " no need to study" mode. haha. all logic! haha! then come math with my brainless and scan everything except vector. chemistry. all my cells is about organic chem. and physics. alright. i think better then summer test. no panicing this time. so let us review i have studied. KILLS!

Math : function,standardgraph,transformation,inequality,
matrixs,partialfraction,sequences,summation,
AP&GP,binomial,mathematicsinduction,
4morechapterofvectoroflineplanesandwhatever

Chemistry: chemicalbonding,kinetic,equibrium,
ORANGICCHEMISTRY:intro,allkane,alkene,arene halogenoalkane,hydroxy,acid,nitrigoncompound.

Physics: measurement,kinematic,workdonepower,forces,
dynamics,circularmotion,gravitional,current,
electrity ,EM

alright i just find it weird. weird. my blogger like going bonker. ARGH!!! i actually spend my
blogging and this is wat the blogger wanna do to me. but nvm. i think i will be copying and pasting it to the other entry.. haha

ohya! i stop here the other day! haha. tired. told u i will blog at 4/10/06 just that i delay publishing my blog. i didnt abandon my blog. haha! i still love her. haha

ohya! nowaday my life is living in terror! terror of been argh! i just dont noe. sometime just look at some weird-LING make me wanna puke. haha. weird. i m also one of the weird-LING! haha. if you ever knew who i was exactly. one word. i m weird. WEIRD! haha.

don care. i still feel that i lke being weird. haha. and i m super tired nowaday. haha! SLEEP so late. i sleep lke 2+ or 3+? haha. watching my GOONG! i will finish it TONIGHT! haix.. so she bu de. find me all of them lehx. just wish to live in the palace. haha. i wanna live in the palace too. even though lke constraint but i DONT CARE! i wanna stay at somewhere forever and don move. slack there. haha.

ohya! nowaday just find it weird. on wednesday. me and clarence went to study for geo. suddenly. some weird call happen! prank mr clarence tan. and i noe why they actually called him. hmm.. i noe somehow it is clarence fault for making someone so afraid of his but but but no need to call him right? if u ppl really dislike him then just ignore him??? hope u ppl will take up this idea if u ever come across and read this. and lying to me that u are someone i noe. i totally =_=! tell u ppl seriously no one will call and tell me: IF YOU DONT PASS THE PHONE TO CLARENCE I WILL BEAT YOU.. dont u think it kind of rude? hope u ppl will really thinkkk about it. and u are expose nt because of ur number right. but the way u speak. no ppl ever talk to me in this kind of tone. haha! seriously ! congra that u are the first who treated me so rude. CONGRA! actually i m just angry. nvm no need to elaborate much. no ppl ever understand me! haha...

and i found someone so alike to YOU! haha. nowaday. just cant stop looking. haha. really lke printer. haha. similar. make me think of those olden time but nvm. old time are just suppose to cheer me up when i m down. just kind of miss those day. but things just arent the same now. u arent the same. haha. just that i think too much.

haha.. i really SERIOUSLY! feel lke sleeping! haha. SLEEPING! SLEEPING! hahaha...

still gt wat i wanna blog abt? ohya. to some ignorance ppl. shoo off ps!!! I REALLIE CANT STAND THE SIGHT OF U ! argh! nvm. tell u ppl the next time. i wanna rest.

ps. to mingjie: HO HO HO! yup. nv forget those days. when ppl rush down to the canteen to buy a HOT HOT HOT LAKSA so that gt FREE lipstick!
ohya! regarding the thin stufff! haha. i will try to accept the truth that i m not fat. haha!

ps to allena: thank!!! i also hope to pass.

ps to RQ: yup! torture over. the next step is more hard. haha

ps to linkai: i also bored. i wan a LONG BREAK!